My LiFe StOriEs

2007-07-01T02:49:00.000-07:00

Its been days since i blogged!!
thought of abadoned this blog for awhile...
hahahas...was too lazy..
can't blamed me for my pure lazyness!!LOL!!

may things happened this few days!!
well,youth day consert was quite great...
bazilah n jiaxin was great wen dey are doin the emcee!!
eventhough they made some mistakes,but they covered it up quite well!!
congrats!!woo..n i so love the performance by the teachers!!
well,i think they made a great job in it!!

yesterday was mother n daughter day out for me n my mum!!
hahaha!!we got a lucky draw to go on a high tea on Cheng Ho Cruise...
it was great!!!my mum n i spent the whole afternoon on the cruise...
eating n taking pictures!!i didn't know my mum love to camwhore too!!!
muahaha!!then,we stop over at Kusu Island for 2o minutes...
it was deserted except for the passengers on the cruise!!
hahas...den me n mum took a lot of pics!!
mum n i was posing for pics!!hahah!!
it was hilarious!!
it ended ard 5 something...met up wid my sis n dad at habourfront!!
den went window shopping at Vivocity!!
woo!!i so love the place man!!
den had dinner at the coffeeshop
n den went straight home!!=D

today was a slacking day!!
stayed at home n did 2 of my mly hwks...
now left one...starting on my project...
mly oso...need to do on malay tradisional food!!
like WTH!!!n it was supposed to be handed in on wed..
but havent complete yet so promised cikgu nasli i'll be handing on tues..
BUT,till now i still havent do on my research!!
so that mean that im not gona finish it by tues!!
n she said she gona minus 2 marks for one day of delay!!
she can minus all the marks she wans from me!!
cos i can't be bother anymore!!!
gtg now...i think i better start doing my research...
so peace out peeps!!

since u walked away from me,i'll walk away from you*

2007-06-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

MUM!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!
May U WILL ALWAYS BE IN GREAT HEALTH!!
LOVE U ALWAYS MUM!!

woots..today i felt worst...
eventhough its my mum birthday,i felt really sad inside...
omg!!im so emo today!!
almost breakdown!!can't help the feeling..
don't even know what i cried for...
feel stressed up!!!hwks not done...
n theres many stuff thats up in my mind!!
i guess im having pms!!shucks!!
it always come at the wrong time...

i need to talk to someone!!!
niece!!!hurry...need to talk to u!!
shes havent reply my sms yet!!
so freaking sad!!!

gosh!!n i still havent collect my IC frm sch yet!!
so dead!!hwks not done!!
thinking abt tat..im freaking out!!
guess...tmr i'll ask my mum to follow me to sch...
hahas...
going off right now...feeling emo!!lols!!

breaking down the moment i met you*

2007-06-19T05:29:00.000-07:00

just me!!=D

me in shades(:

just us being cheeky...

we just love camwhoring!!(:

peace!!!

us in shades...

we just love smiling=D

we love our shades!!

LiNda n SyuHaidaH

just being us!!

SyuhaidaH,LiNda n SyaFiQaH

Me n Her again!!

love her lot!!!

potrait of me n syafiqah!!

KhaiRuL being EMO!!!LOL!!

His face is damn stressed up!!hahaha!!

Khai acting cute!!!lol...

LiNda n Khai

LiNda,Khai N SyaFiQah

SyaFiqah,LiNda n Khai...

My Loveable Partners!!LOL!!

2007-06-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!!!!IM BACK FROM M'SIA!!!!!
gosh...i miss singapore!!!
hahaha...seriously,was kind of pissed off at m'sia...
sorry to say this..but its the truth!!!!

so went on 15 June...
woke up ard 6am to get ready..
actually,i didn't felt like going..
but i just went cos my aunt paid for my insurance alr...
hahaha!!!was e 2nd person to meet under my aunt's block...
well,we were supposed to meet at 7 am but all of them were kinda of late...
i was kinda of sad cos my family didn't go for this trip...
bcos of certain reasons...my mum was bloody sad!!
she said she gona missed me!!well,of coz im gonna miss her!!!
so set off n met wid my cousins n nieces n nephews!!
hahaha!!!was sitting at zul's car at first...
den switched to my cousin's car...
was sitting wid syafiqah and khairul!!
hahaha!!they r so damn bloody fun!!!

At KL,stayed at Berjaya Times Square Hotel!!
woohoo!!!it was damn great!!!
then we went shopping n stuff...
on the first night,went out to eat...
was with syafiqah n khairul...
we was sitting at a cafe...
then,there was this mad guy...
he was head banging n stuff n suddenly took out a penknife n pretending to slit his throat!!
we was like "WTH!!"
but he kind of entertained us cos we all fall asleep cos of boredom!!
it was like ard 2 am n we were heading back to our hotel...
then it started pouring..it was so damn heavy!!
we used a clean trash bag n made our way back to e hotel...
haha..as usual,im sharing with my partners...syafiqah n khairul!!
it was so damn fun!!!hahaha!!
went back n slept!!

next day,went swimming!!
was having tons of fun!!
it was great swimming there!!
n khairul don't know how to swim!!!!
hahaha!!!so me n syafiqah was like kind of shocked!!
LOL!!next went to Putrajaya!!
was lost!!!we were in e car for like 2 hrs n at last we found the place!!
hahah...was sleeping e whole journey!!
got out n walked around...
went to dinner n got back to e hotel...
went to Petaling Street!!!haha..
but i didn't bought much...
went back n sleep!!

I love the third day!!!
went to cosmo world!!!
i love the rides there!!!
Partners n i love the roller coaster very much!!
we was like taking it over n over again!!
love the theme park there!!!

next,was trip to melacca!!
at first,syafiqah coouldn't joined us to malacca...
so she didn't sit with me n khairul in another car...
so was sleeping throughout the whole journey on khairul's shoulder!!
haha!!hes my pilllow!!
when we reached malacca,syafiqah said she could joined us!!!
so we was like "YEA!!!!"
so went to dinner by the seaside...
it was cool!!!love it!!!
went back n sleep!!

today,had breakfast at the hotel...
went to swimming again!!
at last,khairul knows how to swim!!!
congrats!!LOL!!!
so aft 2 hrs of swimming..went back to our room n bathe!!!
aft tat,checked out n went to take tis some kind of ride..
haha...will upload the pics later...

so throughout e whole journey...
i was having lots of fun!!!
n i too played e role as peacekeeper cos khairul n syafiqah can't stop arguing!!!
hahaha!!!but overall,i had fun!!!
n yea,i miss syafiqah's crapness n khairul,i miss ur shoulder!!!
coz i love leaning on it!!pillow!!!
hahaha!!
I LOVE MY COUSINS N NIECES N NEPHEWS!!!

forget about the past and move on...

2007-06-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

lalala....i love bazilah!!!
woo...it ryhmes...doesn't it...
thx baz for dedicating e 2 songs for e four of us!!
it really brought back e memories we had...
together as one!!as best friends!!
haha....love love love u!!!

well,today had to follow my parents to wedding invitations...
im kinda of lazy..
but i was being forced to follow...
e reason is...my mum scared tat i won't know my relatives...
haiz...of coz i will know them...but it takes time..
my family is a huge one!!
sometimes,i even forget their names...haha!!!
the wedding was at AMK n Chai Chee...
far isn't it!!
but what to do,had to follow them...

so went home ard 4 something...
changed into home clothes...
n watched dvds...
haha...watched step up n elizabeth town...
just love e cast in this movies...

den packed my stuff for tmr...
n now feel kind of sick...
feeling feverish n my eyes hurts!!!
so gtg now...
feeling down right now...

just couldn't describe my feelings right now...

2007-06-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

its been days since i blogged..
well,i don't really know what to blog...
a lot of things had been going on this few days...
skipped maths lesson twice...
cause went to meeting...
but ystd was supposed to meet jiaxin...
but it was cancelled...
i had to accompany my mum buy her medicine..
while siti had to babysit her niece..i guess...lol

went out wid my mum ard afternoon n bought her medicine...
den walked around at geylang...
don't think dirty!!LOL!!
walk n walk till its 8...
n went for our dinner!!
woo!!i love goin out with my mum!!!
especially dinner!!!hahas
coz she knows what i like..
went home ard 9 smtg...
hate those guys who kept looking at me at the bus stop...
they totally sucks to the core!!
haha..i know im bad..
but its the way i am=D
went home n went online...
talk to bazilah...
n had to go off bcoz my sis wanted to use e comp...

suddenly i received a sms...
well,it was kind of weird coz no one sms me that late...
opened it n it was from firdaus...
nt pcss but woodgrove sec...
chat wid him till 2 smtg n den we both went to ZzZZzz...
hahas...hes kinda weird...
said a lot of weird things to me...
but enjoyed chatting wid him(:

today went out to lunch wid my aunt,cousins n niece n nephew...
was crazying ard wid them most of the time...
well,im e oldest among them...
n we crapped a lot...
in the afternoon,went to library wid them..
surprisingly,i did some of the maths qns when i was at the library...
i skipped a lot of qns coz i don't really know how to do...

had dinner n met sarah when i was eating...
its been awhile since i met her!!
so was excited for awhile...
but den my niece made me laugh my ass off!!
couldn't stop laughing...
well syuhaidah...i still can't forget the incident just now..
hahahaha!!

went home n went online...
chat wid jiaxin...
n trying to make up my mind whether i should follow my mum to
wedding invitations or not...
haiz...i don't really like to go wedding...
but can't make up my mind right now...
theres too many complications in my life...
haiz...so gtg now...

should i give u a chance or should i completely forget about u??

2007-06-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

helo people!!!
today was kinda of rushy for me..
well,i woke up late for my maths remedial...
was supposed to wake up at 7 am..
but woke up ard 7.15...
u might find it ridiculous...
however,15 mins is precious to me!!
LOL!!
was rushing n stuff n i dun have enough tym to have my breakfast!!
met wid yiwen at e bus stop..
den we went to sch tgt..

upon reaching sch,found out tat not a lot of ppl were dere yet..
n haha..shuxin was freakin out coz she was stuck in a traffic jam!!
poor her!!but she made it just aft ms yeo started e lesson..
in fact,ms yeo was e one whu was quite late...
end lesson ard 10.30..
supposedly,lesson ends at 11.30..
but it ended early...
den me,ann2 n xin went down to eat in sch...
aft tat,mandy,madeleine n waisoe joined us...
was chatting e whole time..
from it started raining till it stopped raining..
wondering wat we were talking abt??
haha...its a secret..
nah!actually,we were just talking abt stuffs...
hehe...
so ard 1 plus,me n xin went home..
annann had to stay for dance...pity her...

went home n reached home ard 3 plus..
gt changed n mum asked me to take my cousins to e playground...
i was lyk..."im so tired!!"
lol...but i did went down wid them...
while they were playing,theres this one guy who was wid his mum n 2 bros...
he walked away n den he walked back n looked at my direction...
den he was telling his bros something..
i was just sitting down,listening to music..
den he was all smiled...
suddenly,he waved...
i was lyk"who e hell,u waving to??!!"
so i turned ard n see no one there...
he n his bros was standing there n kept waving at me...
i was lyk "do i know u guys??"
in fact,there are total strangers to me!!
LOL!!!so they kept waving at me...
but i just stood there,smiling...
i was amazed u see...
but im nt certainly impressed by tat guy..
haha!!i wan somebody who im loving right now!!
haha!!

aft tat,went to dinner wid my mum n my cousins' family..
i was damn hungry so i managed to finish my fried noodles!!
LOL!!
guess gtg now...
haven't do ms yeo's hwk yet...

memories are just memories*

2007-06-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

its been 2 days since i blogged...
coz im too lazy to blog...
haha...as usual...
so ystd was fun!!!
went to west coast park wid my cousins n aunties n uncles..
plus my nieces n nephews...haha!!
my family didn't go coz they were too lazy...
haha...i was suffering frm deprived childhood!!
lols!!my cousin ayu too!!
we was lyk playing ard e park...
got a lot of stuff to play...
we was perspiring lyk hell...
but den,i realised my cousin who is 30 oso played...
haha...den my uncle oso played..
well,i guessed my family is suffering frm deprived childhood...
hehe...den we played soccer...
girls versus guys...
was lyk goin crazy...
but overall,it was fun!!!

aft tat,went to my auntie's hse at serangoon..
slack ard den my parents came...
den dey ask me to go to another of my auntie's hse
at bedok reservoir...
reached den ard 7 plus...
was playin wid my lil kuzin,izuan...
he is so cute!!!i luv him!!LOL!!
he was cheeky too!!
n to my surprised,he can rmb my name!!
in fact,e whole of my family members name...
hehe...tat was cool...
so went home ard 9 plus...
was dead beat by then..
lol..

today,went shoppin wid my mum n cousins...
haha...i luv shoppin!!
went to buy shuxin's birthday present...
so went to banquet to eat..
n went home!!

so now chattin wid shuxin..
n i just realised tat my sis had taufik batisah's song..
n she just kept quiet...
damn her man...LOL!!
i want the song!!
lol...coz i luv taufik batisah..
haha...as in admire him of coz...
so peace out ppl!!
im tired!!

can't u see that im really into you??):

2007-05-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

hey people!!its full moon today!!
but well,i feel so gloomy today...
today felt lyk breaking down most of e times...

in e morning,had e area 6 games day...
its for e sec ones...
well,our unit didn't win..
cause e sec ones strength was damn low...
only 12 ppl turned up..
haiz..wats happening to them??!!
so e games went quite well...
can see e sec ones was havin fun..
then,some of dem is very cute!!
all very small size..
but well,some was taller den me...
cannot blame me...
im too short:X lol...

so aft tat,me n xin went to AMK to eat..
we ate Mac den aft tat went to AMK hub..
walked around for lyk few hours...
den met up wid my mum,cousins n sis...
was waiting for my sis to finish her work..
suddenly,got tis one guy looked at me..
he seemed familiar so i looked at him...
den i rmb he was e guy frm deyi sec..
LOL!!he was a SC n came over to our sch for our SC investiture tis yr...
was kinda of shock wen i saw him...
haha...den he ask me wat i was doin dere...
den i told him tat i was shopping..
well,wat can i say...we,girls,luvs shopping...
most of us...lol
had dinner wid my mum,sis n cousins...
was goin back home...
wen my sis n mum said some nasty things abt me..
right in front of my face...
felt lyk breaking down...
but decided not...
i kept controlling my tears...
worst day of my life...
was shaking inside n controlling my tears...
wish i cld said tat...it really hurt me deeply...
but i guess,i must get over it...
so now,trying to smile...

now,trying to look to e brighter side of my life...
we shall live our life to e fullest....
TO KRISTEN!!I DO MISS U OKAY??
well,i noe u miss my NICEness...wee!!
lol...make sure u get me a pressie wen u got back here!!
haha...so gtg ppl..
n to xin,thx fer goin out wid me today!!
n i'll always be dere for u as a fren!!!=D

i miss you more than ANYTHING else,if you can see that

2007-05-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

YEA!!!its holiday!!!
wee...tis is so damn fun!!
im in e holiday mood...
bt however,theres always something tat spoil my holiday mood..
n yes,it is e tons of hwk!!
n of coz,maths remedial wid ms yeo...
well,it doesn't sound fun...
i almost had every hwk for every subject...
shucks!!hate it...
enough abt tis..

well,ystd was my 2nd cousin's wedding..
i was e helper at e wedding...
wid my 2nd cousins n nieces..
haha...yes...i have nieces...lol
was supposed to gv out souvenirs to every guests...
was standing e whole time...
it was tiring u noe!!hehe...
however,i kinda get irritated by two guys..
who also helped out at e wedding...
yucks!they sucks to the core!!
if i ever see them again,gona make dem feel sorry..
hee..i noe im bad..
so enough of tat...
i realli had fun ystd..
was with syafiqah e whole tym..
did camwhoring...haha..
will post some pics ltr...
aniwae,congrats to abang imran n his wife...
haha...

today went to AMK Hub n went to see my sis work...
haha...it was chaotic...
den went to Mac to eat...
went out wid my parents n meet up wid my cousins's n their family...
den my parents decided to go home...
so i followed my cousin n we went to orchard...
yea!!did window shopping..
geez...it was so much fun...
but it was tiring...
haha...so wana rest now..
my legs are aching ryte now!!!

to love and being love is such a wonderful feelings=D

2007-05-21T04:17:00.000-07:00

hey people!!
todae was quite tiring day for me...
hehe...ystd,slept at 12 smtg n todae woke up at 5.30...
i was so damn sleepy...
felt lyk skipping school...
but tinkin of meeting my frenz,i decided to wake up..
n got ready for school...
haha...was quite rushy though...
i missed e earlier bus so got to wait for another..
i hate waiting!!
but too bad,coz im always late..
however,im always not late for school...
i want a clean record u see..haha!!
so reached school...n e clouds were threatening!!
it means no goin to e car porch!!!
so sad...couldn't meet e rest!!):
but was kinda of ok la...
lessons were draggy as usual...
n yea!!its tym for recess n rushed down to queue...
not really rushed down..bt walked a bit faster..
hehe...den saw someone who i shldn't see...
cldn't unds why must i kept bumping into him
wen i dun wished to see him...
i wana escape from tis feelings but just cldn't do it...
so aft sch,have sec 3s leadership training..
well,its kinda of fun...
played games n lesson on team management...
to my surprise,didn't noe tat joel,zhiyong,jianhan n weiann
quite enthu in e game...
they did cooperate wid us gerls so its kinda of fun!!
aft tat,me,annann,xin,siti.krist n mandy went to Mac...
hehe...was laughing my ass off e whole time..
n yea..todae i declared annann as MY TWINNIE!!
lol...but shes e blur side of my twin...
haha...had a lot of fun todae...
aft tat,we went home...
actually,we wanted to play e swing...
but got kids playing so decided to do it next tym..
hehe...
Frens!You guys made my day todae!!(:

lets forget about e past n start a new chapter in our life!!=D

2007-05-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

well hey people!!
todae was quite a slacking day..
eat,watched tv n slp!!
haha...
tis what i did e whole day(:
yesterday went to adilla's birthday..
wow!!her birthday was quite grand...
lol...did it under her void deck...
well its her 12th birthday u see..
so reached dere ard 6 smtg...
her frens were all day already...
had games n stuff...
n i had a great tym laughing my ass off as
her frenz was quite funny aft dey hv to turn 10 rounds
n walk to a plate of flour..
dey hav to put a toothpick in their mouth n pick one
rubberband widout using their hands...
i was laughing lyk hell..
coz dey were quite dizzy so dey struggled to walk to e plate...
some even blow their face into e flour...
n i love her birthday cake!!
wana noe why??
coz its CHOCOLATE!!
hehe...overall,i did had fun ystd...
n boohoo!!Man utd lost to chelsea...
hate chelsea!!:X
lol...so sad tat man utd lost..
as i said just now,todae i slack lyk hell...
well,e weather is hot so didn't hv mood to even go out..
heez...i noe im such a lazy girl...
woots..love tobey mcguire!!
hes cute..
i wana watch spider man 3!!!
hahaz...gtg nw..tmr hv sch..
so boring!!bt nvm,get to see my frenz!!
love everyone of my frenz=D

i wish tat i didn't meet u at all...

2007-05-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

todae was quite ok..
gt back A math paper..
well,didn't do well in A maths...
haiz...so disappointed..
feel lyk givin up...
bt den aft sch,hv mass meeting...
talk abt post exam activities n family day camp...
aft mass meeting,had another meeting wid e sec 3s only...
so few ppl turned up...
a lot of things r not done yet...
so jiaxin,siti,niko,me n yanyee decided to do e schedules n stuff...
really love working wid dem...
we were so hungry tat we went to Mac to eat...
wid shuxin n annann...
otw dere,jiaxin came up wid many good ideas fer e rotational game...
woo!!love jiaxin!!shes so creative huh??LOL!!
aft eating,we continued planning...
we were making quite a lot of noise in MAc...
tat someone need to shoosh us...
or rather remind us tat we r a bit noisy...
haha...at last,e schedule is done!!
we were havin so much fun todae!!
i guessed..
aft jiaxin went home,me,niko,baz,xin n ann went to play at e swing...
niko n xin ran to e playground coz dey wan to play e swing...
it was very funny!!
dey ran all e way dere,just to play e swings...
so were playing n came tis lil girl name zoey..
i duno if her name spelled correctly or nt...
she was all alone n we ask her whr is her mum..
so played around wid her...
n realised tat baz is such a motherly!!
she goes around taking care of zoey...
it was 6 already n zoey's mum still haven't show yet...
so we decided to let her stay inside e library..
n siti asked e librarian nt to let her wandered off...
so me n xin went home...
im so bored at home!!!
can't help but to tink of him...
wish i dun wish to..
tis feelings sux...
im totally screwed up!!

Pictures of us todae!!

Jiaxin gona scream at me if she sees tis!!:X

see..annann damn blur!!lol

wth is niko doin??is she crying or acting shy??bt i noe shes nt shy!!lol

haha..baz seems to look happy!!

discussing abt wat huh??lol..

im all ears!!hehe

PEACE!!!

jiaxin is full of ideas!!(:

wat r u tinkin of,xin??!!lol

xin n niko=D

me n annann at playground!!wee!!

lovin someone is such a painful ordeal*

2007-05-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

Let e pictures do e talking on wat i did wid baa n xin!!(:

Xin gv tis to me fer my birthday!inside is tiny kinder bueno wid
one long choc bar!!she just noe e ryte moment to let me hv some
choco!!

DInaLi gv tis to me!!thx gal!!its stated dere "Dear friend:I am of normal
height but when i'm with u i feel lyk im 10 feet tall!have a great day!"
for those who hav no idea what its refering to,it means dinali is just too
tall whr im too short=D

tis oily thingy is mine...boohoo!!its torn into pieces!!

this is e oily compilation of mine,baa'z n xin's oily thingy!!
haha!!i know its gross!!ewww!!(:

Xin is just too sad tat her face is too oily...shes emoin!!
LOL!!

Xin just too embarassed to smile at e cam!!
lyk real!!haha!!

Me emoin??nah..of coz im nt!!LOL!!

Baa!smile(:she looked too serious..hehe!!

2007-05-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

woots!!such a lousy result i got back...
every results is veri disappointing!!):
e maths was done very badly...
chem n phy i need 1 mark to pass!!
wth!im really damn angry wid myself...
malay was alright but i dropped!!
geo i did quite okay...
overall,e result i got back todae is killing me!!
A math n bio,i duno yet..
but i confirm will fail my A math...
it really opened my eyes to really work hard from today onward...
no more slacking!!but i really put all my effort in doing those papers...
guess its fated!!lyk mdm yusma said,if u meant to pass,u'll pass..
vice versa...but really sad coz my results are going down e drain!!
just because of some careless mistake n stuff..haiz...
frm today onward,no more stuff should distract my attention!!
its only me,myself n I!!LOL!!
but i duno if i can do that or nt...

aft sch,had lunch wid xin since baa hv to go fer australia fieldtrip...
so were sitting wid xin n chat n stuff..
den was loitering wid my squadmates wen i saw someone..
i shouted fer xin n he turned ard!!
haha..so was looking somewhere else...
coz i was a bit blush wen i saw him..
but xin said he was smiling..
so was lyk 'wee!!'
bt just fer awhile...coz np briefing started n we gathered ard..
it was quite short fer this training...
it ends ard 3 smtg...
so me,baa n xin went to Mac to eat...

aft eating,we walked around covering almost e whole serangoon!!
haha...tats a bit exaggerating i guess,,,
but i luv to do tat!!hehe...
so we chat n chat n were joking all e way...
den we take photos of us bein some sort of emo but we r nt!!
haha!!
so will upload e pics ltr...

overall,todae was a just a smooth day fer mi..
though deres some difficult moment(:

lovin u was e hardest thing to do*

2007-05-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

Yea!!!MYE IS OVER!!!!
My exams r totally over...
so its tym to party...
haha...nt really party but just treat ourselves fer all e hard work
we put it...haha...as if...
i tink im nt realli gona do well fer MYE...
coz been slacking,esp e n a maths:X

todae was fun!!
start sch at 8.45 n i reached quite early...
but den shuxin told me abt her encounter wid someone...
bt tat guy was too blur to notice her...
fely lyk bashing his face if i see him in sch..
hahaha...jk..
so shuxin was kinda of depressed over it...
bt soon i tink she gona forget abt it...
den E math ppr 2 started...
hah...i onli can answer a few qns...e rest i do anihw...
bt i did try lyk hell...coz i dunwan to easily give up on it...
so did left 3-4 qns...ms yeo gona KILL me!!
coz i realli had no idea how to do...
abt 11 smtg,e ppr end..
n we did a survey on tis friendship thingy...
e qns was quite ridiculous...
so yah...n it was thick!!

so aft tat,me,siti,shuxin,kes,jane,annann,abi n e one onli guy elwyn!!
LOL!!pity elwyn coz hes e onli guy...
but he was cool man..
went we reached J8,we were damn famished!!
so we look ard to find a place to eat...
we survey every eatery frm Mac,KFC,LJS to Swensen...
n in the end we settled fer foodcourt!!
haha...den me,ann2,siti n shuxin was havin a lot of fun...
ann2 was hilarious...she was veri naive...
so we had a lot of tym to laugh at her..sry ann...
but u were veri funny...
den aft tat,we hang ard at J8...den we played hide and seek...
haha....den gt tis point of tym,me n siti was snatching elwyn...
coz i need him to play my "bf" coz i wanted to show tis one bitch
whom i noe...bt den siti kept snatching him away!!
hymph!!overall it was fun...
den me,siti,shuxin,kes n jane went to take neoprint..
abi n ann dunwan to take...so we go on widout them..
bt shucks!!i hate e machine!!
it makes our eyes look so BIG!!
den we met ms wong!!
haiz miz her man...

went home n mum asked me out again...
so got change n went to central...
had dinner at KFC...wee!!
den was walking around at tis fashion
n went to e furniture shop...
den received a msg frm siti...
n received a good news frm her!!
at least her wish come true!!
im happy fer u gal!!

as for me,im still waitin fer a miracle to happen...
feel lyk givin up...feel so foolish fer waitin..
feel so torn apart...i just cldn't describe myself..
all my feelings r mix up!!
hate tis feeling!!!
so guy hurry before i totally give up on u....
wish i felt doin..
but i kept holding on...
woots...im bein emo ryte now...
haha...
gtg peeps...

there's a limit to my patience-juz wana let u noe tis...haiz

2007-05-02T04:23:00.000-07:00

woots!!todae was quite fun!!
it was rainin n was bloody cold...
luckily,i did rmb to bring my sweater!!yea!!
so lessons was ok..
were gossiping wid krist,xin n baz...
well,some sort of gossip la...
im so jealous of shuxin!!LOL!!
surprisingly,i didn't sleep drg chem lesson todae...
haha!!coz i was busy doin notes n stuff...
so i had no tym to slp=D
maths was ok...eventhough,its 3 periods straight...
i managed to stay awake n do all e sums!!LOL!!
so aft recess was quite ok...
bt drg phy lesson was scary...
ms wong blew her top off!!
e whole class remain silent fer once...
mayb we were too shocked by her action...hehe...
so malay was quite ok...did some revision...
and baz was lil bit hyper drg e mly lesson...
dunt realli noe why..haha!!
aft sch,had maths test...
haiz...im sick of maths..everyday hv maths...
bt aft maths,me,baz n xin stayed back fer awhile...
me n baz finished doin our SS...
den i was overjoyed!!
nt realli tat overjoyed bt sm sort of la...lol!!
xin n baz...u shld noe e reason why...
im surprised by someone's action...
but was glad at e same tym..
haha!!u made my day!!=D
so went to Mac to eat...
aft tat,went straight home...so i guess gtg nw..
need to study fer bio test!!ARGH!!

should i wait or should i give up??

2007-04-30T04:36:00.000-07:00

YELLOWCARD-ONLY ONE

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only oneMy only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

hahas...in luv wid tis song...
duno why...bt its kinda of nice...
so todae was quite ok..
it was cold in e morning...
bt den i forget to bring my sweater!!shucks!!
first period,abi n krist reported sick...
so KRIST IT WAS QUIET WIDOUT U!!LOL!!
but it was nt tat fun too(:
so hang out wid kes,shuxin n bazilah...
e whole tym we were making fun of xin's hairclips...
kes was saying tat it look lyk a granite...
thus,we kept saying it gona blow up...
in e end,xin went to buy new hairclips..a proper one!!LOL!!

assembly was ok..it was SC handing over...
at least dey did smtg different tis yr...
bt den saw someone tat realli pissed me off...
i duno why...but i guessed im just being paranoid):

so aft sch,me n bazilah went to eat lunch...xin didn't joined us coz she had eng lesson...
we were eating wen israul,zul,rizal n taufiq came n sat wid us..
gosh!!taufiq is so irritating!:X
he kept sayin tat i wana cry but in fact i wasn't!!
den ms puspa came n took him away!!HAHA!!
den me n baz went to e library to study...
but aft awhile,i cldn't study...
so we read books n national geographic...
lol!!it was 3pm so went to look fer xin..
xin wanted to eat so we accompanied her...
den annann joined us...were tellin all kinds of jokes n guessing e answers...
lol...we were lame...haha!!
so me,baz n xin went home tgt...

im damn freakin out ryte now!!
coz MYE is onli a few daes away...
how i wish i cld postpone the exams..
or dun even hv an exam!!!
duno if i cld pass all my subjects or nt..haiz...

Lovin someone is such a painful ordeal...

2007-04-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

wed was my sis burfdae...
so had a celebration!!
it was chaotic!!
all my kuzins n families were at my hse to celebrate...
i luv my sis's cake!!it was chocolate cake frm Royal!!
damn nice!!it was dark choc...i was havin a blast coz im a choc freak!!
LOL!!so wen everyone went home...
i kept askin my sis to open up her prezzies...
gosh!!i luv her prezzies!!
gt dress,purses frm Bonia,Raoul,Polo n even converse!!
den have clothes n everything!!luv it man..
wish my burfdae prezzies will be lyk tat...
LOL!!fat hope!!
todae i came to school...
haha!!coz ystd i didn't went to sch..
i was havin a bad headache n cldn't get up...
n e worst thing is i didn'rt covered myself wid a MC
so i got ZERO fer SS test!!SHUCKS!!!
todae in quite early...i tink...lol!!
almost missed my bus but i gt dere in time so i did take e earlier bus!!(:
wen i got to sch,i was super damn tired...almost wanted to slp bt i didn't...
managed to stay awake u noe:D
then kristen was chattin wid me n revising wid me abt geo..
gosh im gona fail tis test...haiz!!
den i noticed tat,bazilah is still nt here!!
coz shes always earlier den me u noe...
then shuxin got to class just in time...
bt keshia was lookin damn sick n damn pale...
was worried abt her though:D
went to parade square n met wid niko n jiaxin..
chat fer awhile...den sang song n say e pledge...
den went back to class again...
keshia was tellin me tat she wanted to report sick so i told her ok!!
lol...den jane accompanied her to e GO..
den chem was fun!!we kept passin letter to each other..
as usual..me,kristen n shuxin...
was talkin abt some stuffs...so shooshh!!LOL!!
aft sch,gt maths remedial...
kinda bored actually...
supposedly,aft tis we,sec 3s PSL were supposed to hv peer mediation workshop...
me,niko n jiaxin was lookin everywhr fer it...
bt at last,it was cancelled!!
wasted our time dere!!
it was rainin heavily so e 3 of us plus shuxin sat down fer a chat...
chat n chat till abt 4 or 5 smtg...
den jiaxin's parents give us a lift to Mac...ThX JIAXIN!!(:
so me,niko n shuxin wen dere n ate...
so aft eatin,we went home..
was chattin wid shuxin thruout e whole journey!!
so it was fun!!!
tmr havin geo remedial...so i wana slp early todae!!!
im super tired!!LOL!!

2007-04-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

todae was quite ok ar...
didn't miss my bus todae:D
if nt,im gona be late lyk ystd again..):
todae bazilah nvr come again...
so sad la...so always talk to shuxin,kristen n kes..
n we had chem test todae...
n i sux...i kept forgettin some stuff...
n i realli lost a few marks...
which is worth a lot to me..
but wat had done cnt be undone...
so gt to realli buck up on my studies..
SS was ok...learnt abt new chp..
quite fun...luv e subj...
bt one thing was horrible...
was walkin frm e forth floor n walkin towards my mly
class on e 2nd floor...
den out of nowhere,i accidentally saw someone
i shldn't see!!!!
i was lyk "WTH!!!''..
den i look across e block n saw shuxin...
i was lyk givin her signal tat im panicking alr!!
i was lyk 'y bazilah nt here wid me now?!!'
wen i pass tat smone,was lookin down all e tym...
den my whole face was damn hot!!
dunno why...im nt usually lyk tis...
so had mly test again todae...
den had eng lesson...
n sch over!!!
bt too bad...gt nafa 5 items..
was realli damn scared!!freakin out i guess....
lol!!but everything went smoothly n it ended ard 4 smtg..
so went to Mac wid shuxin n sat wid nooraini n elaine...
den ard 5 smtg went home...
reached home ard 5 stmg n watch dvds...
n watch n watch till i got sick of it...
so i blogged coz i gt bored!!!
i felt tat its tym to let go of wat unimportant stuffs out of my head!!
MYE IS 13 Days AWAY!!!!
im freakin out ryte now...
realli goin crazy alr...
i need to buck up on my phy n maths
haiz....will i ever get to manage all tis things myself???
i duno...my feelins r all mixed up!!
i wish someone will unds my feelins...
is dere??im nt sure...im waitin fer it endlessly...

bein emo isn't e best way to relieve stress bt i find its workin on me!(:

2007-04-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

todae was horrible...
im super tired...
todae ran 2.4km n i sux at it...
i tink i pass coz kes was in front of me...
was runnin non stop fer e 1st round...
bt 2nd round i was tempted to stop...
coz all my frens in front of me stop...
so i stopped...i c;dn't take it animore...
but i just hope i pass...
n saw someone which im suppose nt to see...
need to hv a brainwash!!!
depressed n confused!!!
all my frens r in e same boat as me...
all my bestfrens...
cldn't concentrate....but i want to...
argh!!!just wana scream my lungs out...
y do e stuff made my life so miserable...
i wish it end now....
I WANT IT TO END TONIGHT!!!
LOL!!omg...im so emo...(:
hehe...but im nt...just depressed...
n i guess im goin mad soon...
peace out people....

depression!!ARGH!!!

2007-04-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

hey people!!im back to blog...
ok...life wasn't tat great aft all..
a lot of things happened...
n cnt be blocked...
so just hv to follow e flow...
sch was quite stress...
coz mid yr exams is lyk anth 2 wks n hw many days...
freakin out ryte nw...wanto study bt a lot of distraction..
but im realli thankful tat i still wan to go to sch..
coz of my frens...they lightened my life...
esp kes,shuxin,siti,krist who i usually turn to weneva i
hv difficulties in studies...
so thx u guys!!!
realli appreciate it(:
friday was lyk ok ar...
onli i abit blur...
haha!!
siti n shuxin u shld noe wat im talkin abt(: LOL!!
saturday was a bit bored...
went to my mum's fren's son's weddin...
help out fer e preparation...
n lyk went home lyk 10 plus...
todae was very fun!!!!
woke up ard 9 smtg n den bathe...
den watch kids central...
im still a kid u noe...haha!!
but den go watch chinese drama...
den change outfit coz goin out
to see TAUFIK BATISAH UPCLOSE N PERSONAL!!!
haha!!!i was veri excited coz got to see him again!!
so went to The SERANGOON...
registered fer e thingy at 1.30pm...
den e MAN himself came...
gosh!!TAUFIK IS CUTE N HOT!!!:D
im melted by him...lol!!!
den we had interview session...
n we were playin games wid him...
he had to do pumping,sing wid his mouth full of chocs
n dance to e song 'papa jahat'.
it was realli damn funny...
kept laughin throughout e whole thing...
man...I LOVE TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
LOL!!!goin crazy over him...
gtg nw...need to do my hwk....sux!!):

is it worth waitin???

2007-04-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

yo people!!im back!!!
its been longx100 tym since i blog...
as u can see,im quite busy...lol!!
coz my sis just on e recovery route...
so u noe,hv to gv her moral support....
n a lot of things hv happened...
involvin emotional n physically hurt...
lol!!ok...im exaggerating over here...
bt mostly its emotional hurt...
waitin n waitin...
bt as wat smiley said....
dun tink of me n tat someone werk out tgt...
just tink we r frens!!!
yea.....thx smiley!!!
i luv him...as my bro ok!!!
dun tink of anithing...
hahaha...
so todae ms yeo n mdm komathi nvr come...
thot we hv 4 free periods...
den eng relief tchr talked abt summary...
n tis tchr's sons r all damn genius!!
den maths lesson,ms lee came in...
gosh,our heart skipped a beat!!
she damn scary...
can't even discuss e qn...
bt den sch ended...
n its tym fer clebration!!!
haha!!nt realli...aft sch,i stay back wid siti n shuxin..
shuxin taught me all e maths lesson tat i missed...
thx shuxin!!luv ya!!lol...
den aft tat,e 3 of us went to bubble tea shop....
den we went to play swing!!!
as u can see,we had deprived childhood...
haha!!jus jokin!!!
so we talk n realli had fun...
bt some stuff made siti angry n we decided to went home...
so went back n had a realli good bath!!
coolin n refreshin!!!luv it..lol!!!
n tat someone...rmb our bet k...lol!!
im sure i'll win!!!
nw,gtg peeps...
want to watch prison break!!
wentworth miller is such a hottie!!

i luv u e way u are....*

2007-03-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

i seriously need to cry out my heart!!
i duno why..
im nt tryin to be emo or wat...
bt certain things makes me want to cry...
my results r utterly disappointing..
n gosh,i fail my A maths badly...
haiz...i oso fail my physics...
so shitty...
den todae gt back Bio paper...
n ermm i gt 70!!which is A2...
bt i want more..
haiz...must start working veri hard frm nw on...
bt den some stuff is always disturbin my mind...
im losin hope in myself...
even losin faith in myself...
i wish all my probs r solve...
i wldn't be so emo lyk tis...lols!!
bt one thing is i wish my sis to recover soon...
im damn worried n scared at e same type...
just hopin fer e best for her..
i realli luv my sis!!(:
wish her to get well soon aft e op...
gtg now...feelin dizzy...

im missin u...bt do u even care abt me??

2007-03-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

hey..im back frm e fieldtrip!!
e trip was fun!!!
i luv all my frens whu went dere wid me...
miz e hotel...
miz e sceneries dere...
miz all e memories i had dere...
hw i wished it didn't end...
i lyk e way it is...
every single thing abt it...
gosh!!i wished it didn't end....
haiz....
still havent finish doin my hwk...
in fact,i havent even start yet...
im dead la...
gtg now...
blog another tym...

im missin' someone):

2007-03-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

im tired!!i duno y...
ystd was sports day...
n i had to do crowd control...
i tink quite ok ar...
bt my leg felt lyk breakin sia...
seriously,hv to stand...
eventhough had chging of shifts...
still it was damn tired...
n boohoo!!red hse gt forth..
frm first to forth sia...
so sad...bt congrats to all my frens whu won!!(:
so todae went to a chalet...
so called my 'aunt's' one...
den went to e beach...
gosh,so nice...so windy...
luv it man...
sat down dere wid my two loved ones...
nt my boyfren bt my parents!!
we sat dere till sun set...
kinda lyk e view...
its been a long tym since i did tat...
so realli enjoyed it...
tmr hv to do my packing...
goin to leave fer KL on mon to thurs..
n im hungry nw...
gtg...c ya peeps!!

iluveviewdere!!!

2007-03-08T02:33:00.000-08:00

yea!!!its tym fer celebration!!!hahaha!!!
common test over alr!!
todae was e last ppr...
which is bio...erm i tink its quite ok ar...
bt e last few qns,i felt lyk banging my head on e wall...
haiz...so difficult la...
i guessed hv to wait fer e reults...
so happy...bt e results r heartbreakin):
i noe my mly n E maths mark...
gosh...i sux...
my mly drop lyk hell...
frm A2 to B3...realli sad..
den my maths was lyk boohoo!!!
i just pass ok...
so sad la...study lyk hell oso gt tis kind of result...
might as well dun study...
bt its ok..just wait fer e rest of the result...
so todae aft sch,gt briefing on e m'sia trip...
so went to ava rm n e tour guide gv us e briefing...
gosh...gt so many rules...damn strict...
haiz...bt tis ok...
at least,im gona hv fun wid my frens drg tis holidae...
woohoo!!
tmr is sports day....still havent make up my mind..
whether to wear NP uniform or nt...
nvm la...tmr den decide...
muahaha!!c ya peeps...

inluvwidwuzun!!!*

2007-03-07T03:01:00.000-08:00

tis wk is very bad...
fer e past 2 daes,hv 2 tests each dae...
n todae oso hv 2 tests..
n its chem n A Maths...
i almost gv up...
e A maths qns was so damn tough la...
i can onli ans lyk 3 qn out of 9 qn...
n e paper is 40 marks la...
haiz...im gona die...
den chem was lyk eww...
almost all e structure qn i duno hw to ans..
i studied bt seriously..
i juz blank out wen i do e paper...
so e rest of e day was quite boring...
aft sch,shuxin,siti n me went hm tgt..
den tis shuxin wanted to buy smtg
at serangoon central...
den saw joel(4E) n hakim..e sec 4...
so shuxin persuaded dem to go wid us...
den dey agreed...
aft tat,me,joel n shuxin took a bus hm...
actually,we decided to go home..
bt den,shuxin said go walk-walk at AMK central..
so we dragged joel along...
haha...poor him...
we bullied him bt he oso bullied us...
had a lot of fun though...
can't stop laughin wen i was wid dem...
den me n shuxin bought chocolate waffle...
YUMMY!!!its chocolate u c(:
den joel wanted to buy bubble tea...
so we asked him to buy fer us oso...
bt he treat us fer e bubble tea...
i thot he was jus jokin..
bt den its fer real...
so THX joel fer e bubble tea...
n thx SHUXIN N JOEL fer such a fun day today!!
so went home..took a bathe..
n start bloggin again...
nw watchin Hana Kimi..
IM IN LUV WID WUZUN!!!
hahahas...n jiro is such a CUTIE!!!
ok lah...gtg...
nd to study fer biology test tmr...
c ya peeps!!!

confused*

2007-03-03T22:48:00.000-08:00

haiz...tmr is geo n eng test...
n i still haven study yet..
im gona be dead la...
busy lookin fer wuzun pic...
IM SO MAD ABT WUZUN!!!
hes damn cute...
n im so impressed of him..
he can speak so many languages..
n i luv him coz he can speak mly!!!
simply rawks...
hope he come to s'pore again so cn see him..
anione,pls let me noe if hes comin' here..
haha!!n yea!!Man U won ystd!!
luv Man U!!!dey rawk!!
haha...nw can laugh at my uncle n kuzin..
coz dey support liverpool...
woohoo!!
n jiaxin,i guessed u r over e moon now huh...
coz oreo chat wid u ryte...
lol!!all thx to me...
hahaha!!jk!
n siti...thx fer e info man!!!!
ok...gtg...realli nd to study nw...haha!!
peace out peeps!!(:

I LUV WZUN!!!

2007-02-23T06:43:00.000-08:00

todae was horrible!!
had 2 tests in one day...
n both of e tests i didn't studied fer it...
geez...im such a lazy gerl(:
didn't noe hv SS test coz didn't went to sch ystd...
was sick la...): den miz all e new stuff ms yeo teachins'...
haiz..realli must buck up on A Maths...
my E n A Maths totally lyk shit!!
kept failin...
nt even one paper i gt back whr i pass...
i NEED a TUTOR!!!
lol!!so physics test was lyk ......
quite ok ar...bt bcoz i didn't study so it seems difficult...
so its my fault...
den aft sch,went to Mac...
went wid siti n shuxin...
bt aft tat went to J8 wid siti...
coz we wanted to go find wuzhun's pics...
n i bought a poster of him!!
*ruby pls dun be jealous...muahahaha!!!
im evil bt ruby didn't let me hv wuzhun...
so shes more evil...lol!!
im boy craze!!(:
so went home ,bathe n gt chg to get ready to visit my uncle...
den wen i reached bedok int,i saw syukur again....
lol...so coincidence we met each other here...
n his hairstyle quite cute fer him la..lol!!
hope he will nvr read tis:X
so went to bedok north n visit my uncle...
den had dinner at bedok wid my parents...
n nw im at home...
watchin farenheit...
haiz..addicted to it...(:
simple luv wuzhun!!
c ya peeps...

admiring his handsomeness!!woohoo!!lol!!*

2007-02-18T05:15:00.000-08:00

ok nw i hav e mood to blog...
so i sstart bloggin nw...
ystd was fun!!(:
went out wid my mum to AMK central...
she was havin' some kind of reunion wid her old frens..
they lyk nvr meet wid each other fer lyk 10 yrs...
so they were chattin' none stop...
as u noe,wen gerls come tgt,dey wun stop tokin' ryte...
ard 6pm,my mum n i had to go to meet my dad...
so say gdbye to my mum frenz...
on e journey to e mrt...
met someone familiar...
didn't noe it was syukur at 1st...
coz didn't wear my specs...
so wen upclose,den noticed it was him...
LOL!!so wave to him n smile...
muz be friendly u noe...
hahaha!!
den met my dad n sis...
went out to go fer some shoppin...
wen to chinatown coz my mum nd to buy smtg fer her chinese frenz...
it was damn crowded la!!lyk geylang...bt tis is chinatown...
was so damn hot...den zat was oso wid us...
was havin fun wid her...
coz shes funny n crazy oso:X
hope she didn't see tis..lol!!
den had dinner at habourfront...
e food dere was nt realli nice la...
sad sia...damn hungry den nt nice...
aft tat,went home...(:
todae gt ntg much to do...
watch tv e whole day...
bt den went out to Mac to eat...
went to my aunt's hse...
watched harry potter wid my nieces...
so was havin fun dere...
nw im bored...
coz my sis went out as usual...):
n yea!!my parents allow me to go malaysia fieldtrip!!!
yea!!can't wait!!lol...

can't control my emotions!!!

2007-02-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

i hv decided to start bloggin again...
haha...coz its e onli way to express my feelins'..
gosh..tis few daes realli damn emo lah...
y am i such a emo??
hehes...bt tis few daes quite okla...
im over e moon wen i gt someone's frenster...
n gt to chat wid tat person...lol!!
bt im veri happy tat we r frenz(:
so studies,im quite sux at it nw..
kept failin my maths quiz...
haiz...sad lar...
todae at sch gt ntg much to do...
its CNY clebration...
bt sch sux...
we still hv to study till recess tym...
den aft recess ard 12 den e concert start...
e concert quite ok ar...
den we PSL need to gv oranges to e teachers...
den ard 12.50 e concert ended....
aft sch,siti n me went to AMK Hub...
she needed to buy fer her kuzin smtg
so i accompanied her dere...
we went to Mcdonald fer lunch...
e place quite nice la...
den both of us slack dere till 3 n
chat n chat...
went home...bathe n den slp...(:
i was too tired i tink...
nw,im bored...
ntg to do...
blog another tym den..
peace out:D

my mind need to ber free of everyhting!!!

2007-02-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

Yea!!so SINGAPORE won e Asean Football again!!
was screamin' lyk hell at home...
e players r so cute lar..
hug n sm even kiss..
hahaha..bt it was quite a tough match...
gosh!!i hate e other team players...
always protesting...
shit dem lar!!!
lose already keep quiet lar..
show ur f**kin' face fer wat...
lol!!gettin' vulgur here...
must cut down already...(:
so todae was PSL Investiture..
i was quite nervous though..
had few rehearsal...
bt overall it went smoothly..
n in btw brks,me n niko can't stop tokin abt wayne!!
e instructor...
niko is mad abt him!!
n im mad abt smiley!!lol!!
n at last...i had my yellow badge!!!
u may tink its nt a big deal..
bt fer us i tink it mean so much to us...
to get promoted n continue to be in PSL
is difficult..
since u hv to be commited to it..
n ur discipline must be gd...
though my discipline sux!!
lol!!
e sec 2s was so damn nervous..
hahaha!!
even ms chew commented on tat...
so aft tat,we had photo takin...
went back to class..
den shuxin was sick..
she was havin' fever..
pitied her..
hope u get well soon gal!!
n smile always(:
so went to time practice..
maths test again..
shit!!im damn sucky in maths test..
kept failing..
n todae maths paper can't use calculator..
lyk WTH??!!
n its all wid e square root thingy..
y can't we dun hv maths in sch??!!
easier fer us..
one subject less..
lol!!
im tryin to luv maths..
bt e sums made me hate maths...
i wonder hw e smart ass can do so well fer their maths...
so aft tat went home wid bazilah...
n i missed my bus!!
so shitty lar..
hv to wait fer 2o mins lyk tat...
kays..im tired..
i want to take a nap...
lol..
ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............

*sleepy!!!

2007-02-04T03:32:00.000-08:00

todae didn't went out...
coz im too lazy to go out...
my mum forced me out..
bt i kept sayin' no..
coz i scared ltr cnt watch e match btw
SINGAPORE n THAILAND!!
im waitin fer e match too start..
so excited..
it gona be a tough match..
bt todae nd to slp early..
tmr is PSL investiture..
n at last im gona get e yellow badge!!
woohoo!!!
gtg now..
GO SINGAPORE!!
SUPPORT U GUYS ALL E WAY!!!!(:

*__Soccer fever!!!

2007-02-03T02:23:00.000-08:00

2007-02-03T01:39:00.000-08:00

heys..back frm camp!!
i wana go back to camp!!!
e camp was so damn fun!!
MISS everything dere..
i MISS FEEQ N MARK...
n smiley!!hahaha!!!
CAMPSICK!!
i miz dem a lot...
so much memories tat were made dere..
i luv all e activities...
hope get to see feeq n mark again...
luv FUNKYLICIOUS!!!
luv my class!!!
luv everybody at e camp...
gosh...so sad tat we can't go back dere...

oh it was sad..
oh it was sad..):

MISS U GUYS!!CAMPSICK!!!

2007-01-26T05:39:00.000-08:00

ystd didn't went to sch coz i sick...
den was my kuzin's burfdae..
so helped my mum do e preparation..
though im sick...haiz
but it was great...
coz e burfdae party went on well...
e cake was oreo cake...
n it was super delicious!!!
hahaha...i luv cakes!!!
den todae went to sch...
as i expected..i gt a lot of hwks!!!
lyk wth...
maths,eng,bio n mly!!
tats a lot...
duno if i can manage all of it or nt..
so todae didn't hv tym practice..
so went home...
coz goin out wid mrs nasli n e rest of e 3 Exp mly peeps...
we were late..
as usual...
supposed to meet at 5.15pm bt we r lyk 15 mins late..
den our mly tchr lyk fed up wid us...
so went up to Sakura n she ordered fer us foods...
quite nice ar..
den aft e treat..
me,iani,siti,nazri n izuddin went to take neoprint..
gosh..e machine was so sucky...
so we walked ard fer awhile..
den ard 7 smtg we went home..
i'll post some pics on e burfdae n our outing..
ltr...(:

*Fun N Fun N More Fun!!!(:

2007-01-24T04:37:00.000-08:00

todae was realli great..
coz todae no hwk!!!
it is e 1st tym tt dere is no hwk frm e first
dae of sch...
so todae's lesson was ok...
nt tat boring..
aft sch dere is a PSL meeting..
im gona be de badge usher..
for PSL invesiture..
some of e sec 3s n sec 2s r nt selected..
realli sad..coz quite close to dem..
haiz...bt its ok...
hope dey wun gv up n realli prove to ms lim..
tt dey r worth it to be in PSL...
so aft e meetin went to NP..
sec 1s joined us todae..
so prepared games fer dem..
n e shocking thing was tat...
dere were onli 2 gerls in sec 1 squad...
n e rest r boys...
pitied their squad..hahaha...
den play games n everything till 6...
otw goin out of sch,my aunt n uncle was
fetchin my kuzin...
so dey offered me a ride home...
whu wldn't wan to waste a free ride ryte??
so my aunt n uncle sent me home..
now,gt ntg to do..
guess i wana slp early todae...

*__breakin down...

2007-01-23T05:12:00.000-08:00

heys..todae was great fer me..
coz i finish all my hwk in 2 hrs...
hahaha!!i noe its quite lame..
bt i nvr finish my hwk in 2 hrs...
felt so great..
did my hwk at student hub..
coz acompanied siti to do her duty..
den e both of us managed to finished all our hwks..
so e both of us decided to finish doin all our hwks
in sch...yea..tats our goal:D
coz at hm,as u can see...
has too many distractions...
lyk eatin n watchin tv...
so i can't possibly concentrate wid all those stuffs...
tmr havin PSL invsetiture rehearsal..
thot of skippin NP..
bt still hv to bring pt-kit...
sm more nd to report ourselves...
y can't dey dun hv any cca??
its much beta tat way..
den can concentrate more on our studies...
rather den havin all e ccas...
boring...lol!!
nw,gt ntg to do...
so watch chinese drama...
n e football match..
omg!!nw malaysia1-singapore 0..
s'pore!!faster catch up!!
lol!!
ok..c ya peeps...

some things r nt explainable....*

2007-01-22T04:19:00.000-08:00

hey peeps!!!
im free...free frm guys once again...
hahaha...
im goin mad le..
im nt bein mean over here...
bt no more stressed abt guys..
whee!!!bt studies makes me stress...
lol!!can't avoid tat ryte??
seemed bored of doin hwk...
so went online..
talk to shawn n sm sec 1s...
sian la...
still havent do my eng n maths hwk...
so i guess gtg now...
need to my hwk...
c ya peeps!!!

__fReeDoM onCe AgAin!!!(:

2007-01-19T01:52:00.000-08:00

heys..its been a long tym since i did my bloggin...
many things had happen...
becoming more stressed...
stressed bcz of everything!!
duno wats wrg wid me...
bt seems to be moody tis few daes...
been doin a lot of tinkin...
n now felt lyk my head wana explode...
shld i brk wid him or shld i nt??
haiz...scared will hurt him...
bt bcz of him too im gettin more stressed...
i duno la...damn confusing...
i told him abt it...den he still havent reply
me up till now...
wah..scared he hate me fer e rest of his lyfe...
argh!!no matter wat gona happen,i hv to let it go...
coz i tink it begin to affect my studies already...
i guess i wan no boi till i done wid my O level...
i tink so...
i just wana concentrate on my studies
n do well fer all e exams...
n i really damn hv to buck up on my maths...
maths is killin me...
kept failin' e maths test..
if tis goes on,im nt goin to do well tis yr...
n i want to do well tis yr...
i guessed i hv to werk realli hard...
pray hard fer tis yr..>.<

*im goin crazy!!

2007-01-12T04:18:00.000-08:00

ntg much happened todae...
lessons as usual..boring!!
bt bio is quite ok..
only its damn chim la...
e words all lyk...
super damn long...
n some of dem even in latin..
den i was lyk question mark all over...
bt i noe i hv to hv sm tym to get all tis in my head...
must realli do well tis yr...
must overcome wateva thing tat comes...
maths quite ok...
as usual,ms yeo shout..
den gt maths hwk...sian!!!
drg chem lesson,i almost fell aslp...
i dun even noe wat the hell tat mdm tan was toking abt...
she just teach n teach la...
luckily,shuxin was beside me...
so we all kept talking to keep ourselves awake...
den gt scoldin frm my mly teacher...
coz e mly project havent done yet...
i mean it last yr hols hwk...
hahahaha..
den i die alr..
coz i forget to slip my mly bk review into my mly classroom...
hw stupid i am to do tat...
sure will gt damn big scoldin on tues again..
as monday no MT lesson...lol!!
phy was ok ar...
e teacher speak damn loud...
lyk ms yeo i tink..bt ms yeo louder...
hahahaha!!!
den mdm goh gv us hwk...
i jus did one page...
den e rest i duno hw to do...
or in fact,i was lazy to do tat...
todae had no time practice...
yea!!bt had to decorate e classroom...
its kinda cool...
e theme was quite unusual bt it totally rawks!!!
so it was still rainin' wen we were goin home...
went home den taught my kuzin their hwk..
den just slack ard fer awhile...
kays im out now...

Music is somethin' u can't feel,but u can certainly feel e groove-ya!!

2007-01-11T03:05:00.000-08:00

todae was ok...
surprisingly,ms yeo didn't gv us any hwk...
woohoo!!!so free todae...
bt gt survey which was given to her abt e quiz we took...
lyk wth..she said must gv comments abt her...
so i tink i wana write all e stuff tat i dun lyk abt her...
she lyk to shout!!can gv us heart attack sia..
lol!!den she veri loud...
must ask her to be softer...
hahaha...am i bad??
bt its e truth ryte...
den todae hv eng's essay to do...
n e gd thing is tat..
hand in on monday...shiok sia...
no need to rush into things...
bt todae in sch seems a bit moody...
dunno why...
kept tinkin abt stuff...
seems lyk shuxin is oso depressed...
felt sad abt her...
bt i'll try to help her all tat i can..
do my bloggin anth tym...

depressed*):

2007-01-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

todae went to NP...
surprised??dun be..
coz tis yr i realli gt to go to every training...
to get my cca points...lyk wth!!
todae was quite fun...
coz its just playing games...
goin crazy over merry-go-round...
so fun!!
den went to play colour hunt...
tis game was so damn tiring...
made me so breatheless..lol!!
den aft NP went to buy bubble tea..
its been a long tym since i had one...
den went to Mac..
ard 7 smtg went home...
chat wid shuxin..
abt all sorts of things...
jus feelin kinda of f**k up...
all my feelings lyk rojak!!!
i duno whu to talk to...
lyk so shitty...
bt i jus duno...
y dey hav to treat me tis way??
do dey wan to c tears flowin den dey will satisfy??
i duno...i dun wish to see or argue wid dem...
bt i can't take it no more....
somebody help me!!!
i tink im goin crazy...depressed...
so damn f**kin pissed off...
gtg now...havent do hwk...
dun even feel lyk doin hwk!!!

__will my tears satisfy u all??!!jus f**K off!!!

2007-01-03T02:59:00.000-08:00

Yo!!!its e first dae of sch..
n im gettin bored alr...
u noe y??
wid ms yeo our maths teacher...
i tink im gona die...
she scream so loud...
wth??y gv 3F tis teacher...
realli dun lyk her sia:x
n im gettin stress..
all e teacher who came in into my class..
kept askin our class to focus...
O level coming...
bt its next yr la..
n dey said deres nt much tym to learn...
gosh..deres plenty of tym to learn...
i tink...
so aft sch,went fer PSL meeting..
tok abt tmr event..
havin sec 1 orientation tmr...
its 3 daes 2 nyte...
gtg..hav to do hwk..
tat komathi gv us compo on e 1st dae of sch...
nm i still havent pack yet!!!!
later....

2006-12-29T02:38:00.000-08:00

todae is so damn bored!!!!
been watching tv n some movies since mornin..
but still its ok ar..
goin out ltr to buy stuff fer my kuzin's burfdae..

todae is my 2 DARLINGS birthday!!!
Happy Burfdae to Syafiqah n Dinali!
Wish u all e best in everything u do..
hope our friendship will last forever(:

kays..gtg now...
goin shoppin wid my both parent(:

2006-12-28T04:30:00.000-08:00

im dead..i havent finish doin my hwk..
u noe why..coz i simply duno how to do it(:
i tink tats nt a gd reason bt..
still...i duno hw to do...
so im tinkin nt to do it...
bt if i nvr do,den i'll get a big scoldin..
wen sch reopen n tat totally sucks!!
let me see if i hv e mood to do...
ok..stop my crappin alr...
todae didn't went to psl meetin..
had to accompany my mum..
went fer her check up...
den went to mu kuzin's hse at Hougang..
aft awhile,decided to go down to play soccer
wid his frens n family...
it was rainin' n i kept slippin n almost fall...
hahaha..
while playin,heard someone called my name...
wen i turned ard,saw firdaus n zulfiqah!!!
hahaha..they were ridin' their bikes...
so stop playin wen we noticed our ball was flat!!
haiz...so asked e 2 bros whether they hv ball at home...
n they said nah...
so sat down n chat wid dem fer awhile...
dey kinda of great to chat wid..
den ard 5 smtg,went home...
bathe n relax...
mayb tmr i'll do my hwk ar...
if i hv e mood..hahaha!!!

*happy dae wid a lot fun

2006-12-26T07:01:00.000-08:00

yoohoo!!!im back frm Melacca!!!
it was fun ar..went dere fer 3 daes 2 nyte...
went wid my dad's side...
all his siblings n in-laws...

1st Day

went dere by car...
luckily,it was comfy...
if nt,i'll be restless...hahaha...
e journey start at 9 am...
n it was damn long journey...
at abt 4 smtg den we reached melacca...
we stayed at Water City...
it was kind of apartment n in e centre
of it,was water everywhere...
kinda cool...
so at nyte went shoppin at Bandar Hilir..
n den went to eat at some warong..
kinda lyk a coffeshop...
n back to e apartment...

2nd day

woke up ard 8 smtg..
wash up n hang ard..
den went fer breakfast at e hotel...
den e older ppl decided to bring us to A'Famosa...
n we younger peeps..were lyk YEAH!!!(:
so bring all swimmin stuff n set off..
A'Famosa is lyk Wet N Wild...
but its bigger i tink...
bt still i lyk Sunway Lagoon better...(:
so swim n play all e rides...
so aft 3-4 hrs,we washed up...
n otw back to e apartment...
bought lots n lots of durians!!
bt too bad i can't eat..
so went we reached e apartment..
decided to do kayaking...
rent e 3 seaters one...
do kayaking wid irsyad n luthfil..
den kak yan went single...
post some pics ltr...
so kayak lyk hell..
cos e 2 guys wun just cooperate..
argh!!so tiring..i had to kayak all by myself...
geez..but it was fun la...
so aft tat washed up...
n aft tat went fer dinner...
den do more shoppin...
at nyte,watch tv n den slp..
it was bloody cold!!
lol!!

3rd day

last day of e trip...
didn't went breakfast cos was too tired..
stayed at e apartment wid kak yan..
n watch tv...den slp..
coz i packed everything already...
jus waitin fer e others to packed finish...
ard 1 pm,we checked out...
den went fer lunch at Bandar Hilir...
aft lunch,went to Mahkota Parade...
do MORE n MORE SHOPPING!!!
bough slippers n Tom's Girl jeans...
just both of tis cost me ard RM70-80..
just fer tis two items..haiz...
den ard 7 we set off fer Singapore...
reached home ard 11 smtg..
n den slp..
hahaha..im good at slping...
which ppl dun ryte??

todae..

is Ziha burdae...
so Happy Burfdae my dear Ziha...
was invited to her burfdae celeb...
so kol my kuzins to go along...
den went to Bishan to buy her gift..
met shuxin n hakim n went bedok tgt...
wen reached her hse,den saw all e Malay guys...
gosh!!rizal,firdaus,zul n israul was dere!!!
so was feeling a bit awkward..dunno y..
ate some food n had to rush to Bishan...
had to meet my kuzin's parents...
so went shoppin dere again...(:
im goin crazy over clothes!!!haiz...
onli gt no money..sad!!I need MONEY!!!
hahahahaha..
went home n started pouring..
so damn cold!!
so post some pics on e next post...
ltr...bye..(:

__so tiring!!

2006-12-20T04:32:00.000-08:00

todae went to causeway point..
wid my mum,aunt,syidah n adi...
went dere to do some shoppin...
help my aunt chose burfdae present fer my kuzin n uncle..
she bought her son a Polo Club shirt n a Levi's jeans!!
can u believe it??!!e levis cost ard 60-80 bucks!!
n she oso bought my uncle a Polo Club shirt...
she kept askin me to choose...
so i choose anyhow...
but i tink my choice nt tat bad la...lol..
den tis salesguy whu help ask wid e Levi's jean..
was so damn cute...hahahaha!!!
hes a mly...n i lyk his hair..kinda of emo..(:
so aft tat decided to buy sch's shoes...
bought two pairs(:
im nt bein greedy bt my mum said she scared im too rough..
den my shoes will gt hole here n dere...
lol!!so bought one All Stars n Bata shoes...
den went to Long John n eat!!
i luv e food dere...
so aft tat went home...
my leg n back were aching wid all tat walkin...
hahaha...im gettin old...
goin to malacca on sat...can't wait..(:

*all tat promises r lies aft all

2006-12-18T02:48:00.000-08:00

yoohoo!!im back!!!
its been daes since i blogged...
so jus gt home frm Batam ystd...
n till now im still tired..
hahaha!!
i slept till 12 todae...
n my mum kept askin me to wake up...
so goin to batam was fun...
bought a lot of stuff dere...(:
goin crazy over dere...
shoppin n shoppin...
girls r girls aft all ryte...
went swimmin at nyte
wid my kuzins...
me,syidah,adi,zul,ika n ira..
went dere wid my aunt n uncle...
they kinda of spent a lot of money on us...
bt it was great aft all...
really enjoy myself dere...
bt gettin a headache...
my homework still havent finish yet!!!):
mayb doin tat tmr...
goin to malacca on friday or saturday...
i tink...gona hv more fun..
so gtg now...
gettin sick..sad luh...):

*__in love wid taufik's songs!!!(:

2006-12-10T06:53:00.000-08:00

tis post is all abt pictures tat r taken on e Farewell Party...
enjoy it..although its a few onli...(:

Me,SiTi n JiaXIn...(:

Lets Pose!!!:X opps..lol

e smiley jiaxin...wid her shades on...

LiNda n SiTI..(: e hot gerl!!i meant siti...(:

Georgia n Me!!she veri pretty huh??

LiNda n NiKo...she looks cute in her shades...

Asyraff,CoLiN n ZaNieL...i was tryin to take a picture of dem..bt cldnt..):

Ms Goh...doeshn't she look lyk a student??LOL!!Me n Siti

2 gals playin piano+a gerl butt in to e pic...lol!!

ReFleCtIon of Siti n LiNda

SiTi,LiNda n LiJuN...she was bending down wen she took tis pic wid us...
heez...we r shorties!!(:

MeiMan,Me n Siti...

Pointing At Cass's ASS!!lol!!oppss..sry cassie...

CoLin.SiTi n Me...

Us Again!!(:

light!!!i gt ntg to do at nyte..so i took tis pic..lol

2006-12-10T06:23:00.000-08:00

didn't blog fer 2 daes already...
so lets start talking abt farewell party...

Farewell Party

all of us came wid dresses...
n we were pretty excited abt it...
n im so in love wid siti dress!!
siti was damn HOT!!(:
i wore a full polka dots dress..
jiaxin wore a red dress wid white pokka
n yellow cardigan..
she looks cute in tat...(:
niko wore a dress wid red polka dots
n a cardigan..
she looks pretty...
keshia wore an orange shirt
wid polka dots n a black skirt...
n georgia was pretty 2 tat nyte..
n e sec 1s r cute..
wearing checked shirt...
sm of dem even borrowed frm their dad
lol!!
bt onli jacob n junboon was e most retro guys!!
dey wore tight jeans n long sleeves...
jus lyk e oldies!!
den came our performance..
didn't do well...really...
we didn't even do e 2nd verse of stand by me...
so paiseh!!!):
felt lyk doin one more tym...
gosh...i tink we realli can do better sia...
im realli sry guys...
i suck...):
so e party was great...
enjoyed myself veri much...(:
e party ended ard 10 smtg...
reached home ard 11 stmg..
was realli tired...
so went to bath n slp!!!
i'll upload e pics tat we took drg e farewell
on e nex post(:

ystd went to TM...
window shopping wid my aunt family...
I NEED MONEY!!!!
SERIOUSLY NEED MONEY TO BUY STUFFS!!!
lol!!e things r so tempting...
den went home ard 11 smtg pm..

todae went to my kuzin's engagement..
kinda boring..
hate to go tis stuff...
bt had no choice bt gt to go...
n now doin my blog...
might nt blog fer a few daes frm tmr..
coz my sis gona be admit to hospital tmr..
gosh!!im so scared fer her!!!
oh God,pls make my sis better...
hope she will recover fast aft e OP...

__afraid

2006-12-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

yoohoo!!todae went fer psl meeting..
n e last fer psl meeting..
tmr e farewell party...(:
done wid e souvenirs...
n e dance...
bt still nt up to e standard..
bt its fer entertainment...
n i guess we realli werk hard
fer tis dance...
showed ms lim our dance...
at first we all were shy..
bt aft a few tym practicing...
we r hyper!!
esp jiaxin,niko,kes,georgia,me,siti n cherie...
all of us were hvg so much fun...
bt den still hv colin n asyraff...
tis 2 guys r cute n funny man...
e onli gentlemen..lol!!
den e stand by me...
i tink i suck!!
sry guys,if i suck...):
so went home ard 11 smtg wid siti...

didn't went to city hall todae...
bt went to toa payoh...
bought a dress fer tmr!!!(:
thx to my mum n my aunt..
luv dem to bits!!
nt planning to wear kes's dress...
sry kes...
im wearing e dress i jus bought...
so window-shop ard toa payoh...
n my legs were aching!!
yucks!!so went to fork n spoon
to eat...
yummy!!luv e food dere...
gosh!!mus go exercise already...
my kuzin says im gettin fatter...):
aiya..dun care him la...
ermm ok...
hv a lot of fun todae!!(:

*__gettin excited fer tmr!!woohoo!!

2006-12-05T04:29:00.000-08:00

boohoo!!!i sprained my lil finger!!!
e left hand...
it so damn pain sia...):
it happened lyk tis...
i was sittin at e sits...
den one of e guy who was playin soccer..
kicked e ball towards my face..
so wen i try to avoid my face..
i sprained my finger!!!
sad la...
now still pain..
massage already also still e same...
bt nvm,mus be strong..
so bear wid it..lol!!
todae went to jx's hse..
to practice e dance...
e sec 1s too came...
so had a lot of fun..
keep laughin...
but we finish all e steps alr!!
so happy..
i tink its nice..
so i hope e seniors will enjoy it..
peace out...

*__luvin every single moment

2006-12-02T02:51:00.000-08:00

didn't blog fer a few daes..
n hey its December already!!
n i didn't touch a single hwk!!
onli eng n 1 maths paper...
tats all..im gona be dead!!):

so ystd,went fer psl meetin...
we managed to tink of something
to put inside e ball..
its a secret..(:
lol..
so wen we was doin e stuff...
jiaxin suddenly screamed...
den i came over to look..
coz she was holdin her finger...
n u noe wat??!!
e pencil lead which is georgia's
peirced through her finger!!
jiaxin was in pain...
bt den i try to take it out..
bt i cldn't coz jiaxin kept cryin..
den georgia,siti n jacq
was ard me n jiaxin..
den junboon was laughin wen
jiaxin was cryin...
so bad sia him..:X
lol..so at last went to e St John..
e mdm try pullin e lead out too
bt cnt la...
jiaxin kept cryin..
in fact e mdm didn't touch her at all...
tats e funny part..
bt at last she pulled out herself...
n she went back to her crazyself...
den ard 1 smtg den went home...
den at nyte,mum decided to go
out wid my lil kuzins...
so went to arcade...
play games n stuff..
my mum oso joined us..
cool..spent dere ard 20 bucks!!
bt it was fun!!!
wan to ask my mum to go arcade again...
hehehe...

todae,early in e morning..
accidentally met firdaus...
gosh!!duno hw to face him...
so try to avoid him...
bt he saw me..
n instantly,he sms me..
urgh!!smtyms,jus hate him man..
so ard 1,met jiaxin,siti n cherie...
went to hv our lunch first...
n jiaxin was crazy lyk usual..
went to Shop N Save...
n jiaxin kept takin stuffs n put
dem into e rows of masking tapes...
which was on shelves or wateva
shit its called..lol
shes mad...n went to play e escalator
n stuff...we joined her too!!(:
so crazy of us...
went to jiaxin's hse n try
veri hard to come up wid e dance steps...
n we hv a few steps in mind already...
bt duno its ok or nt..bt still so happy...(:
den ard 5 went home...
so did my bloggin..
n now im bored..
gt ntg to do...
bt tmr goin out wid mum...
buy presents fer my kuzin's burfdae..
cool..

__The hardest thing to do, is to watch the one you love...love somebody else

2006-11-28T05:16:00.000-08:00

well didn't blog ystd coz too tired...
went to psl meeting n realli had fun...
we managed to complete doin
18 "Disco Balls"!!!!
e outcome is realli veri nice..
had fun doin it wid my frens...
n e juniors...(:
kes lend me her dress...
n it was so nice!!!
polka dots n its black n white!!
veri nice..(:
even my sis lyks it...
den went home ard 1 plus..
wid kes n siti..
jiaxin hv choir so didn't went hm
wid her...
reach home den mum told me goin
to hospital...
ask me to follow her...
i was reluctant to go bt aft bein forced
so many tyms...
i gv in...my mum such a forcer :X
den met my aunt n went to novena
square n united square...
it was super duper great!!!
went fer window shopping..
went into Reef,Billabong n Fila
n many2 more!!
cldn't resist all e stuff...
i lyk e Ripcurl n Billabong bag!!!
bt my mum wldn't let me buy it..
super damn sad..lols..
so went hm ard 9 plus...
den my kuzin slept over at my hse...
its great hvg her ard actually..
lols...
den todae,didn't do anithing much...
jus slack ard n watch tv...
so bored!!wana go out...
Jiaxin..wen r u goin to escape??
i wan to escape frm tis boredom!!!
lols...
btw,Panic! At The Disco rocks!!!(:

u guys rocks!!!

__Living In My Own World(:

2006-11-26T04:21:00.000-08:00

todae was so tiring!!!
went to wedding ceremony...
nt 1 bt 2...1 at yishun n e
other 1 is at tampines...
can u believe it took hrs to get
to one place to another??
n i must eat all e oily stuff...
as u noe,im gettin fatter!!!
no!!!i dunwan to get fat!!!
so do u tink i mus go on diet???
bt i jus cldn't resist all e yummy stuff!!!
esp chocolates!!!!n snacks!!!
bt its ok...i shld jus eat all i want..
muahahaha...
im gettin crazier these days...
bt im always crazy..(:
bt todae gt quite irritated...
y guys hv to look at girls frm
head to toe???
felt lyk gorging their eyes out...
so irritating..lmao..
bt im still crazy abt cristiano ronaldo
n channing tatum n zac efron!!!
oh gosh!!!they such a hottie!!!
they r my love craze fer e tym being..
jus simply luv dem...
i'll post their photos at e end of my post..(:
i wana watch step up!!!!
luv their dance steps!!!
kays..end my post here...

some of e pics tat i uploaded...

Zac Efron...isn't he cute??i love his voice..

Channing Tatum...hes hot..n hes a great dancer too!!

Cristiano Ronaldo...hes cute n hot!!Man U players
r cute!!!

2006-11-23T03:41:00.000-08:00

Todae was a bit a rough day fer mi...
didn't hv enough slp frm ystd...
n hav to wake up early fer PSLs meeting...
reach sch ard 7.40 bt den nt allowed to go in..
e security guard says tt no tchrs so we can't go in...
so we sort of argued wid him..bt e board members
settled it..so at last we r allowed to go in...
bt den we cldn't do aniting...
so e sec 2 performers decided to go to
jiaxin's hse!!!
we practiced e stand by me song...
n i enjoyed myself wid dem...
esp jiaxin..of coz...
bt we still haven come out wid e dance step..
but im sure we'll come out wid it ltr...
so went hm ard 1 n reach hm at 1.3o lyk tt..
den chg clothes n stuff n watch tv..
play com n now do my bloggin...
n jus now jiaxin called n says...
she had sm dresses fer me to borrow..
cool!!!thx jiaxin..so mayb goin ard her hse soon...
can't wait to take a look at e dresses..
kays gtg...blog another tym...

*__Live life to e fullest

2006-11-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

didn't went to psl meeting todae...
my head was spinning...):
cldn't take it...
so lie on e bed fer hrs...
bt i den noe tat im nt e emcee
fer psl farewell party...
tats great news i tink...
bt i duno...
emotions r stirred...
lol..
so jus sat ard at hm..
n watch sm movies....
bt im still bored...
stomach gvg probs...
so pain!!cldn't take it...
haiz...wen im goin to get well??
i wan to get well soon!!!!
gtg..wana take a nap now...
):

__SiCK__

2006-11-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

woots!!!im sick!!!!
but jus nw i still cn go swimming...
went to jurong west swimming complex...
it was great...just lyk jurong east...
but todae wasn't tat crowded...
went dere ard 2 smtg..bt it was pouring!!!!
too bad...cnt swim...
wen it was ard 3 smtg...
e lifeguard blew his whistle...
signalling we can go out to swim!!!
we was lyk "Yea!!!!"...
swim at e 'lazy pool'...
played e slide...n all tat...
i realli had fun...
bt all e fun came to a stop...wen..
It Started Pouring Again!!!!
so we were called out n sat ard...
den abt half an hour ltr...
we can go back into e pool!!!
so all of us rush to e pool...
even guys!!can u believe it?!!
so were crazying ard wid zul's cousin
n my cousins...so great...
bt e hattest thing was...
trying to get out frm e lazy pool...
gosh!!!i was tryin to get out..
wen a mly guy legs was between me!!!
he was tryin to stop too..bt jz cldn't..
where im trying to pull my kuzin's kuzin...
i almost fall onto him...
i duno how to face him if tat happen...
i'll be blushing lyk hell!!!
bt den both of us gv up...
so went to anth exit...
i was too embarassed to face e guy..
lol!!!e guy was lyk all smiling...
juz wana tell him to wipe off tat
stupid smile!!!lol...
so aft i was too tired to con't..
my kuzin's kuzin n i jus get out of e pool...
i was shivering lyk hell...
so decided to bathe...
den aft tat,went dinner..
wid my aunt's family...
went to sin ming...
ate cheese roti prata...
it was so yummmmyyy!!!!
plus e chicken curry!!!
it was awesome!!!
den ard 8 went home...
so do my blogging...
bt now im hvg fever...n asthma...
shld i go meeting tmr???
dun feel lyk goin...
but i miss my frens!!!
jiaxin,niko,siti,iani,kes
n even din n shir!!!
i scared my parents dun allow...
tats all..bt i hope i'll recover
by tmr morning...pls...
tats all i wish fer now..

*my head felt lyk bursting!!!!

2006-11-18T01:45:00.000-08:00

heys..had a lot of fun tis few daes...
went to swensens ystd..
celebrated my aunt's burfdae...
woohoo!!!it was great...
ate sirloin steak n sticky chewy chocolate!!!!
it tasted so heavenly!!(:
love e choco ice cream!!!!
den ard 9 smtg,we off to Katong Bowl...
hahahaha...i had a great tym dere...
play bowling lyk mad....
it was my 1st tym though...
bt i won..over my kuzin...
hahahaha!!!!
so ard 11 smtg pm..
we headed home...

todae went to nazri's hse wif iani...
hes hvg open hse...
den 2 of naz's fren were dere...
so a lil bit shy..bluek!!!
lol..so aft tat,went to iani hse fer awhile...
at 5 smtg,went home...
now gtg...
nd to go out again!!!
im deadbeat!!

*___baBy cOmE bAcK tO mE___*

2006-11-14T04:59:00.000-08:00

woohoo...todae was great..
went to psl meeting tis morning..
den met niko,shirly,kes n siti...
aft awhile den jiaxin came..
so e meeting start ard 8 smtg..
e seniors den gv us our role..
fer psl farewell party..
tis yr theme is cool...
so we came up wid e souvenir..
n even e perfomance...
it was quite great..
bt im e emcee fer e event..
wid dawn..cn u blieve it??!!
hope it go smoothly...
so aft e meeting whc last fer
4 hrs...decided to go out..
me,niko,kes,shir n jx wen to mac..
at first we can't decide...
den we all at last decide to go to mac...
so eat our lunch..n goin mad wid dem..
especially wid jiaxin...(:
so reached hm ard 2.30...
den juz slack at hm...
n play com...
i just stay at hm till nyte...

Shld i acpt tat smone or shld i nt??
confused+guilty!!!

*__confused!!

2006-11-13T05:44:00.000-08:00

yos...been daes since i blogged..
bt nt much had happened...
drg e wkends,just stayed at home..
n went out on sunday...
stayed at hm on sat..
coz my mum's frens r cmg over...
quite tiring though..
served dem n stuff...
so on sunday,decided to went out...
followed my mum to a weddin invitation..
den had to go to my cousin's hse..
hes hvg a open hse...
so i ate n ate..
woohoo..im gettin fatter!!:X
must go on diet alr...
if nt,i'll be so plump..
no way!!!
so todae went out again...
wid my mum n her fren...
eat again..im gona be fat...
so ard 7 smtg went hm..
den my fren came over..
so hv a chat wid him..n
crap wid him...
so he went hm ard 9 smtg...
n at last i can do my bloggin..
lol..so tired..
tmr still hv psl meetin..
at 8 am sia...
i'll be damn slpy!!!
so i tink gtg now...
nd to rest..

_____ChErIsh tOdaE aS if Its ur lAsT_____

2006-11-09T19:54:00.000-08:00

helo!!!its been 3 daes since i blogged...
been goin out almost everydae..
n todae im goin out again...
woohoo...fun bt tiring..
so tis is wat happened...

8 Nov 06

early in e morning...
went out to meet siti...
had to gv money to our senior...
for NCO t-shirt..
cost 15 bucks..waste money..:X
bt b4 tat..went to J8...
walk ard n finally found..
Goong DVD wid subtitles...
woohoo..so happy...
now saving my money...
must get tat no matter wat...
so ard 11 smtg,we went n take neoprint..
it was nt tat crowded...
so it was fun...
i'll upload e pics ltr..(:
den we met shu xin n clarence..
at e carpark opp e bus stop...
so chat wid dem for half an hour..
b4 my mum called..
i was late u see...
so told dem i gtg..
n all of us wen to separate ways..
me n shuxin went hm tgt...
siti went hm alone as usuall.
bt chee went fer a swim...
so wen i reached home,chg into
mly costumes...so hot...
den ard 2 smtg,wen to my mum's
frens hse...dere were a lot of my
mum's frens..so chaos...lol...
lol..cnt tahan...
so went hm ard 7 smtg...
aft visitin my mum's frens...

9 Nov 06

hmm,didn't go out..
but i accompanied my mum
to e market...
i was lazy..bt it pitied her..
so i went...
urgh..it was hot....
n tiring too...
den in e aftnoon,went to my
cousin's hse..
watched fullhouse...
a korean drama..
Rain was e actor...
n he was so cute!!!
e story a lil bit
lyk Goong..
love each oth but
dunwan to confess...
so ard 7,went hm..n
send my kuzins to their hse..
den watch e show on chn 5..
gt ntg to do...
den watch prison brk...
i slept ard 11 smtg..
coz.cnt tahan...lol..

todae...

goin out ard 2..
goin to my aunt's hse..
she hvg open hse..
so gtg now...
hv to pick my clothes...

tis is e pic of me n siti...

2006-11-07T04:01:00.000-08:00

heys..it been dae since i blogged..
kes complained to me..
she asked me to update my blog..
im jus too lazy to blog tis few daes...
so much happen tis few daes...
but i mainly wen to sch fer
MATHS REMEDIAL!!
lyk s**t lar..
holidaes still mus go sch..
den gt a lot of hmwk too...
urgh!!dunno where to start frm..
geez..mayb i wun do at all..(:

so ystd went to sch again..
maths lesson end ard 12 smtg..
so me,siti n rama decided to go J8...
gees..den went fer lunch...
went to Long John Silver...
ladyluck were on our side...
we gt a place n sat down to eat..
quite happy coz can eat combo 1!!
lol..so aft tat,we decided to take neoprint..
hahas..take twice wid diff machines..
gees...

us..i had alot of fun wid dem..
bt im bullied by dem):
hahahas...
bt i hv a gr8 tym wid dem...
so todae jus stay at hm...
so blog anth tym...

*memories tat came back is painful...

2006-10-31T22:24:00.000-08:00

heys..its been 4 daes since i blogged...
a lot of things hv happened..
so lets start frm e starting...

29 Oct 06

early in e morn,met rama n siti..
went to sch gv back e option form..
bt aft tat,help siti find ms haiza..
so find her,get all siti's stuff...
den decided to go to Mac..
met carol,jx n wanti otw dere..
so aft 1/2 hour..sarah called me..
sarah:where r u??
me:im at Mac..wat u want??
sarah:eh lets go hari raya?
me:wth!!y u tell me last min...
sarah:just go lar..e guys r goin..
me:ok lar..i'll go..c ya ltr..
den i rushed home..
bath n chg clothes den sarah came..
so ard 11 smtg,met firdaus n sufi..
omg..im so damn embarassed..
i dunno y..den rizal came..
oh gosh!!hes a sudden chg!!
so went to J8 to eat..
went to rizal's hse aft tat..
slack ard at his hse fer awhile..
ermm i duno wats wrg wif mi..
im kinda comfortable wif firdaus..
bt nt wif rizal animore..
so went to sarah's hse e last..
n me n firdaus chat fer awhile..
he talk to me abt e gerl he wan..
bt cldn't hv her..n im lyk..
wow..hw cld u tell me abt her..
in front of me..im of ur ex too ok..
bt it was great ar..
i nvr talk to him b4 lyk tat close..
so went hm ard 7..
n watched Goong..lol..
n jus stay at home...

30 Oct 06

went to my sis fren's hse..
dey named him Totet..
kinda weird huh..
it was his burfdae..
so went to his hse fer celebration..
all my sis's frens were crazy man..
i laugh my ass out dere...
cldn't stop laughing...
n one of her fren was kinda..
good looking..lol..
bt he was so damn tall...
had a piece of e cake..
it was chocolate cake!!!
so my sis fren was quite cheeky..
lol..bt it was fun..
den ard 8..took a taxi..
n went to my cousin's hse..
eat smtg dere..
n we were hvg fun wif dem...
so ard 10 smtg,went home...
n den slp!!

todae...

woke up ard 10 smtg..
den eat n start to blog..
im goin out ltr...
so gtg..
hv to choose my clothes...

Cherish todae as if its ur last....

2006-10-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

helllooo...its hw mani daes aft hari raya...n im so tired!!!!no tym to blog..so did my blogging now..
hari raya was great!!!jx,niko,din,rama,eun,jul,meyi,shirly,shuxin went to my hse...woohoo...
dey were crazy...n we were drenched wet coz of e rain..coz i fetched dem..n ermm..dey ate quite
a lot.n i was glad abt it..coz if too much food wldn't it be wasted?so dey did helped by eatin..n we
were veri noisy...bt i hope u guys had fun...aft tat,dey went to my room n we watched Goong...
omg..jx n niko was noisy...coz both of dem were nt watchin so dey were quite noisy though...
bt halfway through jx recommended to watch its bloody cold!!so its quite funny...n we all went
berserk..hahaha...ard 4 smtg..dey went home..den came all my relatives n cousins...must help
dem serve drinks n stuff..phew!!it was tiring..bt at least gt a lot of money!!!hahaha...tat worth
a lot..lol..
nex day gt report book n option form...geez..i gt one C bcz of stupid maths..n e rest r As n Bs..
so persuaded ms haiza to tell us our rankin in our class n fer e whole 2 express...heys..i realised
tat 2Gs r good at persuading ppl...didn't we??lol...so my class rank was 16 n fer e whole of 2 Exp
was 23..haiz dropped a lot..quite disappointed in myself..bt my mum says its ok though..now,
im gettin headache over e option form..i tink i wan to be in pure bio class bt it hv A maths...
im scared of tat...bt if i choose nt to be in A maths clss..dey wun offer pure bio n i hv to take
DnT or Art..urgh!!hate tat...so i guess i hv to choose E31 to be in pure bio class...wish me luck!!
i realli wan to got to tis class...hope i can make it!!yea!!gtg..deres visitors at my hse now..c ya!!

N WHU E HELL GV MY NO. TO GUYS??!!!IM GETTIN SO MANY SMS FRM PPL I DUNNO!!!I'LL BASH
TAT PERSON WHU GV AWAY MY NO...
if i cld..lol

*confusion inside me...

2006-10-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

heys it 1 dae b4 hari raya...
yea...its e end of e fasting mth..
so tired e whole day...
invited sm of my frens over to my hse tmr..
n chattin wif jiaxin..
IS MAKING ME MAD!!
lol..shes so crazy..
her sense of humour is crazy....
but at least im cheered up..
aft talking to her though..
can;t wait fer tmr..
im gona hv sm fun wif u guys!!!
i hope u all will hv fun 2...
so excited!!(:

need u by my side now...):

2006-10-22T00:58:00.000-07:00

haiz..im pretty tired tis 2 daes..why?coz Hari Raya is cmg n i had to hlep out doin e hse werk..can u believe it?me cleanin up e whole hse...den im tired oso coz i watch Goong frm e 1st episode to e last episode...n im goin to watch it again!!!lol..e story is realli veri nice..
cry a few tyms coz veri touchy..or am i bein emo?ducnh noe abt tat...shin goon so cool n handsome..although hes cold,he still luv e crown princess...wat a romantic+funny+ sad story...love it lot...i watched it at youtube..n tats mean i nd nt buy e VCD already.. heez..save my money...so todae,basically gona watch tis drama again...n clean up my hse again!!!i hate cleanin up my hse..made me so dizzy...urgh!!den at nyte,mayb im goin out wif my fam..go Geylang to buy Hari Raya stuffs again..todae sure pack one..confirm no breathe wen walkin dere...klar gtg...im DEADBEAT!!!

tiredness n craziness in me is increasing...lol :P

2006-10-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

heys..gt my result back...it was so shitty!!!i failed my maths ppr bt i passed my overall maths by 1 mark..
urgh!!wats wrg wif me huh...i pass e rest bt my geo marks dropped..i tink i fail my art 2..can u blieve it?!
so sad e whole dae..bt aft watching Goong...hahaha...i felt so relax again..mayb tat drama made me always happy...n where e heck can i buy Goong VCD??smbody pls tell me...i want it so badly..heez..todae
was kinda of relax...geez..woke up ard 12 smtg coz todae dun hv sch!!!so e whole day slcak wif my kuzin n sis..we went to youtube watch sean paul video...gettin crazier over him already..lol..love e song "give it
up to me"..he so cool ar..e way he dance is so great..i spent 4 hrs watchin all his videos..my kuzin n i got
crazy n we move to e groove..heez..crazy us...tmr i tink we gona hv sm games in sch..coz we hv to bring
pe shirts...hv doubts goin to sch tmr...k ar...goin off now..c ya...

*tinkin of u every moment....

2006-10-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

When There Was You And Me

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over thereWhy did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a starThats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

I loooved tis lyrics..
everytym i hear tis song..i tink abt smone...
tis lyric is vei meaningful..love it lots...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqMBKkwoOjo

2006-10-17T02:37:00.000-07:00

Yea!!!exams r over!!woohoo...lets party...lol..so happy...over e moon..bt nw is e devastating part is waiting fer my results..im so scared it will be so terrible+horrible...i dunwan to drop to normal fer sure..i wana stay in express..can i??urgh..our class gona be separated...im gona miss 1g'05 n 2g'06...i luv u guys..u guys made my day..i wish we 'll still go out tgt n stay in touch wif each oth..so art ppr was 3 long hrs...it was lyk so damn long ar..my art piece is so shitty..so ugly sia..lyk pri sch werk..i tink..hehehehe...aft tat,we gt our class photo...so cool..it was so damn nice bt i tink i look funny..lol..ok..gtg...must go to my aunt hse to brk fast..heez..

2006-10-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

Goong/Princess Hours 2 rawks my world!!!woohoo..i love e show alot..i love shin n yul..so cool n handsome...oo..i wish i'll hv guys lyk dem..make my world go around..lol...
exams was ok..it was tricky though..kept confusing stuff..smtg might be wrg wif me..heez..
todae was mly ppr so it was kinda of ok..no nd to study lyk tat..coz mly no nd to study!!lol
bt kinda of tricky coz e meaning of words quite e same...tmr is art ppr..so i tink i still haven
done wif my prep werk yet..so it mean rush over my werk!!!!i still have colour scheme to do..
i tink i gona buy smtg fer my art stuff...mayb ltr ar..i wana watch tv first..n den at nyte watch
goong..lol...k lar..gtg..

goong made my world go round...

2006-10-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

heys..its been a long tym since i blogged again...EOY is here..n im rushing lyk hell...todae is geo paper...omg!!its killin me..so difficult..i hv to rush to my last qn wen my teacher said left 5 more mins..i write my ans lyk hell..super damn fast...duno if e ans is correct or nt..heez..tmr is maths paper..n i tink im gona cry lyk hell..my maths so damn shitty!!!will i pass or will i fail??ooo..tinkin abt it im gettin so stressed up!!!i haven even revise yet n i still can do bloggin..mayb im nt e type of ppl whu study fer exams..lol..bt mayb i'll revise ltr..
tis few daes,im so distracted..i duno wats wrg wif me...bt all i noe is tat i felt lyk brking down n cry out loud..tis morn wen i came to sch,i walk passed e mly guys..den one of dem say smtg wen he saw me n e rest of dem looked at me n laugh at me!!at tat moment,i realli felt lyk brkg down..
i dunno y..am i bein so emotional or wat??!!but i jz wish dey will stop laughing at me just fer one day will do..bt it will be beta fer e rest of e year ryte...urgh!!i so stressed up..kept tinkin abt tat one guy n wishin he will talk to me again..he told me he still be fren wif me n will b dere fer mi..bt where e heck is tat promises?liar..tats e word fer him..argh!!get him out of my mind..cn smbody pls help me..
todae wen i wen online,saw one particuliar guy goin online 2..me n him hv a lil bit of misunderstanding n since den we didn't chat wif each oth..bt i jz wish he'll be happy wif anibody whu is wif him nw..n i realli2 hope tat we'll chat wif each oth again...(:

*my heart is tearin into pieces.....

2006-10-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

Its October already!!!woo..so fast tymflies...n since its october,final exam is HERE!!!eww...e most terrifying moment in my life...aniwae,todae didn't went to sch coz gt a damn headache!!i was swaying frm side to side..den,my parents say no nd to go to sch..so i wa lyk ok...i went to my room,take my inhaler coz a bit breatheless then went back to slp..woke up ard 11 smtg...den still hv a lil bit of giddy..bt whu care...went to kitchen n c my mum doin house werk..i was lyk???wats wif my mum?she just got out frm e hospital n doin things...den i ask her whether she has eaten or nt..i dunwan e same thing to happen lyk on monday...she scared the hell out of me..i ask her nt to be so tired n ask her to rest..den ard 1 smtg,my mum,sis n i went to salon..my mum want to perm her hair n my sis wants to hair treatment...den dey turned to me n told me tat i shld perm n cut..bt i say dunwan...bt mayb i wanna cut my hair...den wen i cut..oh gosh..i look lyk a boy...so shitty..frenz out dere..wen u c me tmr,plz,i beg u,dun laugh at my hair..hahahaha...
oo..i gt butterflies in my stomach already...bt i kinda lyk it ar..coz its short...no nd to tie hair already!!yea...kk..gtg..nd to rest...

*shout it out loud*

2006-09-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

heez..just came back frm sch..so tired!!!!!todae was quite fun though...went to sch early in e morning..in my mind,tinkin abt tat guy in e bus..hahaha..hes kinda of cute...bt too bad todae nvr see him..its juz infatuation..
lol...so went to sch..den take books frm my locker..went to classroom...
then sat ard wif jiaxin,anchal n julia...came out wif a joke...its abt ''SILENT MODE''...it was so damn funny..n jiaxin wen mad..me n julia was laughing lyk hell...bt anchal doesn't seem to get e joke u c...so she was lyk ''wat?''
so blur sotong!!hahaha...bt its a secret btw me,jul n jiaxin..lol..aft awhile,jiaxin n siti went berserk coz QY was arguing wif dem..urgh!!!he so damn irritating ar...i tink almost all of my frens find him irritating 2...ok..enough abt him..
nt much hv happened...todae is such a boring day fer mi..i had summary test..coz we nd to prepare ourselves fer end-of-year exams...i mus werk hard though..i dunwan fail animore...heez...i gtg..blog another tym den...

#__LoVe Is InFatUaTioN__#

2006-09-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hady Mirza won e Singapore Idol...woohoo!!!!im so in love wif him..hahaha...bt no matter wat....
Taufik Batisah still rawks my world....im totally so crazy over him.....lol...hes e best no matter wat..can't believe tat hady won..at first,i thot jon gona win..bt wen e results r out...can't believe my ears...bt i was cheering at home...my mum 2...she was lyk ''see,i told u hady gona be e nex singapore idol..''den i was lyk ''hw i noe??jon hv more supporters den hady...tats y i kept tinking he gona win..''...den i was lyk so happy tat he won..e feelings is so great!!!!!!!!no matter wat..wen taufik sang his song,i melt lyk hell...his voice lyk so WOW!!i can't wait fer his second album..i will buy it fer sure...eventhough i hv to dig up all my savings..hahaha
tis is wat called overfiknatic...lol..aniwae,todae was so damn tired...i hv no energy..lay my head on e table almost every period...duno why...so aft i went hm,i went to bed straight away...until brkg fast tym...den help my mum prepare e meal...den sat down to watch Singapore Idol..hahaha...im so excited fer hady's winning..
its nt as if i won bt e feelings r so crazy..klar..i gtg...wana watch america's next top model..love tis ting..n i
Love Taufik Batisah..hahahahahaha....

*so in love wif yoo....>.<

2006-09-24T03:03:00.000-07:00

heys..todae is e first day of fasting mth..so wishing all my Muslims friends,Selamat menjalani ibadah Puasa^.^..todae woke up ard 4 smtg fer pre dawn meal...i was so damn slpy sia..bt still hv to get up...so aft eating slp back ard 5 smtg...den woke up ard 11 smtg...den jz slack ard coz i hv no energy..my stomach kept rumbling bt still i hv to hold on till 7 pm...persevere to e end..hahaha....k lar..i gt ntg else to say already..im jz waiting for brking of my fast n to watch singapore idol..hahahaha!!!!gtg...

#___Persevere till the end___#

2006-09-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

todae is veri tiring day...first thing in e morning,i was rushing for sch..i was so panic coz it was lyk 6.35 lyk tat n im still outside my hse putting on my shoe...n e worse thing i miss e bus so muz take 6.40...i was so scared tat i was late fer sch..bt den it was alright...board e bus n i saw tis bartley guy whu was kinda of cute ar..his name is so unique..love it man..den shu xin board e bus n she asked me to get off my seat n stand wif her..luckily my mood was alright tis morning so i got off n stand wif her...so embarassing...
den in sch nt much happened...todae is eunice birthday..so HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE..old already..hahaha...todae oso gt 2 ppl cried...den todae so boring...do english compo fer 3 whole period..n i managed to finished it in those periods...PW has ntg much had happened...ms mok hv to go drg e 2nd period..n mr 'melon' took over us...n ''ring!!!'' e sch bell went off..n we all gathered our stuff n went off...
aft sch,i had interact club stuff n ava..coz todae is mooncake festival..i did enjoyed myself..i was hvg fun wif e interactors n my ava members...kept tickling shawn coz hes afraid of tat..bt wen he tried to do it...im nt scared at all...he kept asking me to tell him wheres e tickling part...i wun tell!!its my secret..haha...den ard 6pm,e thing ended n we hv to clear all e mics n e stuff n screen...we do it very fast coz we want to go home!we were dead beat u noe...aft tat,i went straight home n ard 7.30 i reached home...
im so looking forward to my weekend..i hope i have a joyful weekend..i tink i gtg cz im wana rest!!!so blog another tym...

___optimistic made impossible possible___

2006-09-21T04:38:00.000-07:00

hmm..tis few days was so boring!!!!i rarely had enough tym to rest...everyday had hmwk pile on...smtyms i dun hv e mood to do any of dem...so at last...copy my frens werk...bt i do noe tat it didn't benefit me at all...i'll only copy blindly..bt smtyms i realli duno hw to do..so shitty...aniwae,todae bagan to miss mrs lim!!!!shes gone for a long term leave...i hate mr menon...he duno hw to teach science..dun even noe wat e hell he teaching!!!urgh!!!mrs lim,cm back to us lar....todae was so boring...ntg much had happened todae..so basically i dun hv aniting to say...so nw gona go off n do my hmwk!!!i tink i missing sm1...i guess no one...lol....

____live life to the fullest*

2006-09-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

life has been more stressful den ever...i felt tat tym is so short...in one day,u hv to accomplish so many things...smtym u can't even complete ur hmwk!!!tats e worst part...tis few days,i've been quite moody...dunno y...mayb my mind gt sort a lil bit..lol..bt wateva it is...so happy..cos dere is no more guy fer me to worry fer...i jz wan get it over...he oso seem nt to treat me lyk his gerl..so y shld i go on..bt i felt so guilty cos i made him sad...lol...seriously...i was so scared tat he'll kill me fer brking his heart...bt he agreed to be frenz wif me..today sch starts as per normal...so boring..
i almost dozed off in miss lim's lesson...den aft sch,dere is a psl mass meeting..e seniors had a photo taking session...it was great...im e second shortest...as per normal...aft tat,mi,siti n keshia went hm..we were damn hungry so we went to minimart...we gt sm snacks..n we headed home straight aft tat...at home,jz slack ard n feel so relax...bt i guess we'll nvr get ani tym off in a busy city....n i tink its essential in our life...

Cherish today as its ur last day....

2006-08-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

hmm..i guess its been daes since i blogged bt todae im in e mood to blog..todae starts off quite well..in e bus,saw tat sm1 n tat sm1 is kinda of nice..hahaha...den ard 6.5o smtg reached sch already...i jz wish tat deres no nd to hv sch in tis world..i wanna slack!!!aniwae,first period is eng so we hv to do our summary...i jz hate doing summary..no interest man..den started doin..den aft tat is geog...woo..im so scared to receive my marks 4 itlar..i was lyk..erm am i gona fail or wat??!!den mdm yusma kol my name..n wen i received e paper i was lyk..yea!!!!i passed...although i gt43/70 i guess its gd enough fer me..bt im sure deres plenty of space fer me to improve...den PE sux..bt i realli had a lot of fun wif my frens!!!i love dem lots!!!aft recess was a bit boring...PW was lyk,im gona slp soon...todae we supposed to do our presentation n we didn't hv tym to do it...so wen sch reopen aft sept holiday,e rest of e grp hv to do our presentation..den aft sch was lyk bored..gt rehearsal fer prize taking...i dun find a reason y we muz practice fer our prize gvg...its jz a waste of tym lar...den aft tat,went home straight away..
reached home ard 3..denwent fer a bathe n hv to get ready cz nd to go hospital...im so damn tired!!!!n sm1 jz made me mad...duno wat to do already...kk..gtg already...aniwae,todae was such a okok day fer me....

love me fer e way i am....

2006-08-20T00:07:00.000-07:00

haiz...todae is such a boring day...bt ermm ltr i guess im goin out to watch movie...yea!!!been waiting fer so long to watch e movie...bt nt sure whether e movie nice or nt...i hope its nice..or nt i will sleep in e cinema drg e show...bt i guess nt goin lar...cz my kuzin gona catch e movie at nite...die lar lyk tat..tmr stilll nd to go to sch...i tink im nt goin..haiz..im gona spend e whole day t home!!!tat is so boring..tmr is malay CT..bt still i duno wat to study fer...so frustrated!!!!!klar..end my entry here....

love is sweet,but can oso be sour...

Exams Fever...

2006-08-16T03:55:00.000-07:00

haiz..jz gt back frm essay competition at yuying sec...its lyk 2 hrs of doin essay..2 hrs??!!!im lyk ??y i hv to do tis...im so lazy to tink of ideas lar...bt jz go wif e flow..n i guess my essay sux!!lol..
nw im hvg exams fever...deres so many things to study...im so scared i cldn't make it...tis yr i totally slack!!!i duno y bt jz cldn't make myself to study...furthermore,i gt so many things tat my head is tinking abt...
haiz...i duno abt tis..bt love life r all ruin...im trying to avoid ehem weneva i c ehem...i duno y...am i being cruel??i duno...jz cldn't do it...will i hurt ehem's feelings??am i onli playing wif his feelings???i still can't ferget tat sm1..i duno wats wrg wif me...bt wateva it is ii will try nt to brk ehem's heart..try onli ar...lol..
n todae i had photo taking wif my class...it was so chaotic...n as 4 usual...im sitted at e front row..wat to do..im always a shorty..lol..n e formal shot was ok ar...onli wen it came to e candid shot...jul had to move towards jellyfish bt she didn't want..she was blushing lyk hell...aniwae,its bad lar...i guess she was angry too..hahahaha....
i guess i end my entry here!!!c ya...2 daes nvr sms me already!!!i will wait till u sms me..ducnh tink i wll sms u first...hymph!!!!

love is sweet,but can oso be sour*

Sick again!!!

2006-08-11T07:36:00.001-07:00

hmmm...im sick again...i guess i am fated to be sick..hahaha...todae been coughing fer e whole day...actualli i already gt flu on wednesday n it continue till todae!!!can't blieve it...n gt asthma attack wen i was in sch...sch starts off as usual..oh man...it was so boring!!!!n jz gt to noe tat geo test has many chps to learn...n aft tat..pw sux totally...every grp had to do presentation excp mine..as my grp n i didn't bring in our thumb drive...sux totally rite??
aft sch,it was packed...gt psl meeting cz tmr is interact club installation...phew...i was in charge of usherers at e bus-stop...i dun hv any idea wat to do...cz im nt feeling well fer e whole day...n den we banner team had to decorate e staircase..im lyk..huh??y am i always in banner team??can't i do smtg tat is new to mi..aft tat,ard 5 smtg,me n rama went home..
both of us went to serangoon central first cz i wanted to buy vanga sheet n double-sided tape...n rama went to buy her bubble tea..n i went to buy waffle!!n my asthma gt weezing..n rama kept insisted tat i took my puff...how naggy she was till she cld replace my mum...bt she can't...my mum e best...hahaha...bt aniwae wanna thk her 4 being dere 4 mi jz nw...realli appreciate tat...lol..den otw home,saw tat guy..he walked jz past me n was shouting at me...im so damn angry lah...cnt tahan him...urgh!!!
luckily rama was dere so she asked me to cool down...phew...so we went home n took 76..it was nt tt packed lar...so it was alright...n den went home to do e big star..haiz...klar...im realli tired!!!
so c ya!!!

so packed up!!!!

2006-08-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

heloo...its been a long tym since i update my blog..woohoo...been so busy tis few days...hardly have any tym 4 myself..feel so stressed up..wif e sch's stuff,my health n sm probs i had in mind 2..i dunno y i kept tinking abt those stuff...haha..i jz cldn't help it!!!dunch u tink im tinking too much..haiz...i oso can't make up my mind...my health has gone worst..every nyte i will hv asthma!!!everynyte!!!can u imagine tat???feeling breatheless in e middle of e nyte n even do smtg lightly n u will feel breatheless??haiz..i can't help it...its so stressfull...jz wanna let all e steams in my heart!!!!f**k...really sucks man...kk...im tired already n i guess bcz of e stupid ndp rehearsal...im tired!!!!n aniwae..todae was a bored dae..onli wen i met a new fren called 'flower boy'!!!haha..oppss...sry...if..actualli his name is firdaus..haha..sry fir..bt u r a flower boy!!!haha..kk..gtg..c ya...

[~~DepRessEd LiNda~~]

Back frm NCO camp...

2006-06-13T04:54:00.000-07:00

helo..at last back frm NCO camp...woosh!!!it was damn tiring...e camp lasted for ard 3 daes 2 nites...which i can say it last lyk 1 week....it was a combined camp...e sec 2s n 3s jojned force tgt..
haha...e sec 3s is realli veri good sia...i luv dem...my squadmates too....in my mind,i always felt lyk goin home..h i miz my family especially my mum!!!hahaha...e camp was veri tough...we kena pumpin a lot of times till i lost counts...hahaha...den de camp its quite scary...we gt promotion test on dae 3 n im realli nervous bout tat...but overall its quite ok ah...i dunno ar...i felt e camp is tough bt e NCOs says tat we treat e camp lyk leisure camp...hahaha...cz we veri slack....ok ar...i gtg...do my blogging another tym....

#___shoRtyLiNda___#

Feeling miserable n lonely..):

2006-06-03T01:36:00.000-07:00

heys...its been a few daes since i last do my blogging..been unwell for a few daes..gt a cold n fever...my fever reached up to 40 degrees..can u imagine tat...i was lyk shivering n my head felt lyk exploding...i cldn't take e heat n causing me to hv headaches...yucks!!!i hate tat..bt den i went to visit e polyclinic n took a blood test..scared gt dengue...luckily im nt affected wif it...haiz...bt my dae goes by veri boring n i simply lie on my bed till night...e worst part is i hv to bathe ice water n eating my medicine...i simply hate tat...i've been meadicine for 3 daes...my throat can't even taste ani food...i felt lyk vomiting n always giddy...i hate e feeling!!!!!!!!!!i wish i cld recover fast...tats my onli wish for nw...

[[**~LiNda~**]]

Forgetting u....

2006-05-29T01:02:00.000-07:00

do u noe hw difficult it is to forget u??
first,u entered my life saying u love me...
nw,u left me wen i started to trust u....
the pains in my heart u will nvr noe....
u caused it..brking my heart into pieces...
i trust no guys nw...
scared being hurt lyk wat u did to me...
e reasons u gv me was stupid...
bt wat cn i do??
its fated for mi to be in tis state...
loving u was e greatest moments in my life...
u gv me e joy i ever had....
u gv me hope n warmth den i cn ever had...
forgetting u was e hardest thing in my life...
it totally sucks n hw i wish it will be easy.....
nw i lived in my own world...
trying my best to get rid of u frm my mind....
hope i cld do it....
so tat tis will nt be a burden to me...
hwever it is,i dun blame u at all...
mayb tis is fated tat i will nt be wif u...
i will be happy,as long as u r happy...
cz anybody will wants their loved ones to
be happy...
hope u find ur true love....
n i live in my own world....
trying to forget u...
i dunno hw long it will last...
bt i wish it to be right nw....
cz its hurting me badly.....
i guess we r nt fated for each other...
n i will always rmb tat.....

[[**HeArTbRoKeN**]]

ATC over!!!

2006-05-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

hello!!jz came bak frm ATC...wow...so tiring man..wen i came back....i went to bath n aft tat slept till almost a day...haha...its lyk more den 15 hrs of slp...wee...tis is e first tym i slp tat long..lol..
Sec 2 level camp was ok ah...bt it so sad tat deres no campfire...but it was fun man...i luv e games we played n e moments i spent wif my classmates...den on fridae,we did smtg...haiz..i forgot wat we did..lol..den ard 3.30pm,e npcc cadets had to fall in...den gt spot check n i muz surrender all my hp n mp3...wth...so angry man...den ard 4 smtg we gt on e bus n proceed to changi jetty...wen we reached dere..our sir let us eat our meal first..wee..for e first tym in 2 daes i gt to drink ice lemon tea...haha...funny ryte...bt i jz love ice lemon tea a lot...den aft tat we proceed to e jetty to take a boat to pulau ubin..wow...so fun man...it was so fun taking e boat..den we gt to walk about half an hour to 1 hour to e campsite which is nordin campsite...it was veri tiring man..
we all sweat lyk hell..den wen we reached e campsite we split into grps..im in grp 1 which is Alpha Sarah...straught aft tat we were asked to pitch tent..haha...i was lyk huh??..pitch tent..i dunno hw to pitch tent...lol..den i met up wif my team members...one is sofia n fion...both of dem if frm anderson sec...we gt along veri well n become frens...so fun...at ard 7 smtg at nyte..we,girls
done wif pitching of our tents...den we went to fall in n had our dinner..for e first tym i met wif other members of my grp...dere were 15 boys altogether...lol..a lot rite...den we had our dinner..
we gt rations n we had to cook for ourselves..haiz..den aft dinner we gt our campfire preparation.
all e Alphas were grp tgt...den our theme is "fruits"..lol...aft tat went to zzzzzz....e nex dae,we gt up @ 5am to bath...aft tat we gt PT...wah...dam tiring man...aft tat we had our breakfast...we r nt allowed to cook so we onli can eat biscuits n other such stuffs...ard 9 smtg,our activity started..my grp went to ATF which consists of rock wall climbing,mazes n a rope thingy...i tried out every one of dem..i luv rock wall climbing..it was super damn fun!!!!its lyk u conquering ur fear..wee..damn shiok..bt den the basic survivor was quite hot n boring...haha...den aft tat it was raining so my grp cnt go for e land expedition...wen night came...campfire started...it was so fun..
e sec 2s joined e sec 3s n they were a crazy bunch...so crazy of dem...haha...den ard 10 smtg..e sec 2s went back to our campsite...ard 12 smtg den we slept...e nex morning..e last dae of our ATC camp..gt up ard 6 smtg n had our PT...den muz do pumping n alot of stuff..i oso lost counts of hw many pumps we did cz everytym we muz do pumping...so wat sia...den we had our breakfast n aft tat we had to do area cleaning...which including of unpitching e tents n many things....bt e gd thing is we did all tat in 5o minutes...n as a result,we cn go bak early!!!woo!!!so fun...den we started goin ard asking for emails to keep in contact wif each other...im gonna miss my grp members!!!den we started making our way back to the jetty..so tired...its lyk we walked bout 40-45 mins..den wen we reached the jetty...my squadmates n i cheered loudly n so engrossed of getting into e boat n head for our homes...den its started pouring so we went to changi village to hv our meals...ard 1 smtg,me,shu xin,naomi n elroy take a taxi n headed for our homes..yea!!tat was so great...den at 2 smtg..i reached my home...n e nex half hour ltr i went to slp..haha...so shiok...its been 4 daes since i had a gd night slp..haha...oklah..end off here...

[[*~*LiNda*~*]]

Yea!!tmr camp!!!

2006-05-24T02:17:00.000-07:00

yea!!!tmr go camp already...hahas...sure damn fun de...i hope so...bt i tink i dunno if i can survive..i had a continuos camp man...thurs to fri is sec 2 level camp..den fri to sun is ATC camp @ pulau ubin..haiz...will i starved to daeth??!!!yucks...im gonna be hungry man...e foo dere sure nt nice one...ewww...bt wat cn i do...still hv to go for camp...but veri wat sia...todae gt my asthma attack n i can't go for my GOH practice @ HQ..i hope sir is nt angry wif me man...hahas..nvmlah.
if i go den if i sick whu gonna take care of me ryte...myself of cz!!!lol...bt den still havent pack finish yet man...still gt a lot of stuff havent put inside my bag...i tink my bag gonna be damn big sia...hw am i supposed to carry it??shld i ask my dad to send me or nt??hmm...i didn't decide yet..hw i wish i cld hv a car so no nd to take bus...lol...lame me...stop dreaming haslinda...u gotta werk hard if u wanna hv a car...me n my stupid dreams...lol...smtyms its quite funny wen u tink bout urself...u will always start to imagine things tat u wouldn't get in ur reality..ur life...haiz...
one more thing tat always linger in my mind...does love even exist in tis world n wat is e true meaning of love??i dunno...bt for mi its does exist...n it meant tat u will feel u r cotrolling e world..n ur mind is always on smone u loved... bt as for mi...i dun wish to be in love animore... once bitten was enough for mi...e feelings of heartbroken is veri excruciating...u felt ur heart being poked n u will cry non-stop...tats wat i felt...i was terribly hurt n i felt tat wen im giving him my trust...he rk it wifout hving second thoughts...hw i wish i n him cld b tgt again...bt wat cn i do...life still muz move on...i jz wish for his happiness n myself to forget him n get him out of my mnd...I DUNCH ND ANIONE WHU HAD BRK MY HEART TERRIBLY!!!F**k Off!!!hmm..
getting out ur thoughts is damn good...yeah...i felt much better nw...wee...k lah...i hope my class mates n myself will enjoy ourselves during e camp...gtg nw...still havent pack finish!!lol....

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LiFe goes on as usual??

2006-05-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

hmmm...todae was quite a great dae for mi...todae in school gt telematch....my class were separated into mani grps...im in grp 2 wif niko,vivian,rama,roulin,roy,marcus n qing yang...den deres a few games to play..most of us gt dirty n wet!!!!i hv mud all over my pe shirt...make mi so embarassed...haha...den e most happiest thing for my class was winning e telematch...we were in e first place wif 122 points...tat was so great...den aft recess we gt talk about pets..its quite fun though...den aft tat we gt ceramics class...we hv to do glazing...did i speeled it correctly??haha.. who cares aniwae...i tink my colour is nt tat nice...i been rushing for my ceramic things man...all colour were mix up n e colour combination is nt tat gd..haha...bt wat i cn do...wat is done cnt be undone animore...haiz...den about 1pm e school is over..yea!!tats e greatest part...bt i can't go back at tat tym...i muz attend ICs meeting for NP stuff...at first i was so stressed up tat i will nt contribute things for e planning..bt den cass kept encouraging me n i guess i realli werked out my brains...den joel,wee kiat n liping is oso nice to werk wif...n i guess all of us will werk veri hard to plan for our camp...den im still afraid i will nt be a good IC...haiz...so scared...i scared tat someone will nt approve all e things my grp trying to come up wif...i hope he doesn't do tat... ermm nw i guessed my prepare for my camp things..still havent buy a lot of things...kkk...end off here...

#_____LiNda_____#

HaViNg A LoT oF FuN ToDaE!!!

2006-05-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

heyos...todae was reaali fun man...it was a great dae for mi...todae my class went to Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve...it was super damn great...we went dere to do our research or rather an experiments for our Project Work lesson...my grp which comprises of me,keshia,hausan n bp...bt bp was nt dere as he went to USA...we collected water samples ard e mangrove broadwalk...we gt an idea on hw to collect e water as it was super damn low n we cnt go to e area of water..den we used our container,rafia string n masking tape to help us to collect e water...luckily dere were ms mok n she helped us to do e container thingy...den we lower it down into e water..den it was too bad for us...e container float on e water...so we thought realli hard to came up wif ideas..i thought bout putting stones bt den i cnt find ani stones dere...damn it..lol...den we dun hv ani idea n started to throw in e container into e water...den we realise that wen we tilt e container side way it managed to collect the water..we were super damn happy!!!!it was realli great...we felt lyk wif perseverance we can complete our task smoothly...wee...im reali happy tat dae..but quite a bitter one too cz me n kes were being disturb by sm of e boys frm other schools...they r so iriitating..i guessed...bt i guessed they were curious too cz they kept asking me wat am i doin...
n i jz replied dem tat im measuring the pH value of e water...n they kept asking me again n again..dunch u find tat irritating??i find it irritating...den my grp did our research quite fast n we ended our research quite early...so we went to rest n stay till bout 12 to wait for other grps to finish..haiz...so tired bt fun!!den we went back to school...aft school muz go for NE survey n do it...den aft tat was NPCC training...quite fun bt tiring..gt a big scolding frm our NCO...bt den we did realise our mistakes..i hope my squadmates too...den i was being pointed out to be an IC..i was in charge of Unit Competition...so tough bt i will try my best to lead my grp..wif dinali as my second ic...i tink i will try my best...hmm...i guessed im wear out nw!!!i wanna slp!!!c ya.....

#____LiNda___#

So tired...

2006-05-19T05:16:00.000-07:00

hmm..helo...its about hw mani daes since i do my blogging...hais...so tiredlah..tis few daes always stay back for fun...haha...serve mi ryte actualli...bt its veri fun...aft school on which dae i cldn't rmb we which comprising of dinali,jiaxin n mi went to niko's hse...wow!!it was so damn fun...we went tho her hse n watch scary movies..we been shouting loudly wen e ghost appear...it was veri funny cz im e one who were always scared...it was great to spent tym wif tis lovely sistaz of mine..love dem lots!!!den todae gt swimming lesson bt i didn't go n swim...i was too tired n i dunwan to hv asthma attack again...haiz..hate my asthma..but wat to do...i still hv to bear wif it..den i sat dere waiting for dinali n niko to end their swimming lesson..i sat dere lyk a dumb person...so lonely n damn boring..luckily gt ruby n my frens so we played 'Cheat'...its a quite fun actualli...den aft our swimming lesson...me n dinali went to niko hse...we played games n niko offered me to do my blog...i realli muz thank her cz she make my blog damn nice...woohoo..im lovin' it...-_-.den ard 6.30 me n dinali went home..i reached my hse ard 7..so its quite early...lol...but den im so agitated by sm of e guys who i noe at school...they kept teasing me wif some one...who i dun lyk at all...n e worst thing is tat even my teacher knew bout tis...haiz...wat shld i do??im really confused...shld i forget bout it n get on wif my life??haiz..im gonna be mad at tis rate...love is painful...i dunwan to be in love...love has hurt a lot of ppl i love n even myself...dun wish to be in love animore!!though i had a crush on someone...haha...i tink its nt e perfect tym for e forteen year old lyk mi to be in love...now..gtg already...wish i cld settle all my probs wifout hurting anione....

dePReSseD.....

HappY as can Be??

2006-05-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

ermm as common test is over...i do not noe whether is shld be happy or nt...haiz...quite stressful though...im jz scared of my marks....bt as for nw..all e papers i gt back...i passed all for the papers...bt im nt tat satisfied cz i dropped a lot...i hate it!!!its lyk im nt my usual self...haiz...wat shld i do??i dun even noe wat to do...so stressed up!!!!!!!!!bt wateva it is..im trying to stay happy n crazy lyk my usual self...haha....alios...